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HAPPY DRAGON YEAR

2012-02-06T02:21:00.004+08:00

I craved for a long time and finally the chinese new year was coming! But today is the Chap-Gor-Meh, so it had came to the end. :( Well, blissful moments never fail to fly! Anyhow, I still gonna write down my every memorable moments during my new year. I had a simple yet delicious reunion dinner with my aunts and uncles. Miss my grandpa who had already passed away for three years as usual. Miss the moments he gave us angpau after the reunion dinner. Yet, I believe his spirit will be staying with us and bless us always. Miss the night we played firecrackers and stay late to pray and welcome the Cai-Shen. There were a lot of moments that imprinted in my mind that I think I will never forget it. I miss the new year when I were still a little girl.

Chu 1, Lou-Yee-Shang~ Huat Ah!!!

Happy Dragon and the Yee-Shang. :D

My beloved daddy and brothers.

Three of us :D

Looked slimmer in this photo. XD XD
I want thin thin thin, gonna put in more hard effort!!

Went Yi Ling's and Shin Yeh's house for bai nian. Went to Khoo Sir house too. He is still using tongkat, pity him, wish him get recover and back to school soon! Having my cny first meal in sushi king. :D

Chu 2 - Stay at home.
Chu 3 - House visiting among secondary school friends. ^__^

First station: My house!!

Next, Jia Ling's house.

Followed by Wei Farn's old house and new house.

Self camwhore in Her Yi's house. I love this photo!! All of us squeeze inside the little frame and it made us one family! Really miss the old time in Dato school. T__T

Her Yi's house.

Apek's house. Forgot to take photo and U-turn here to retake photo. LOL

The handsome driver Farn and us on the way finding our lunch!

Having our meal in Summer Freeze cafe. Thanks to the waitress for helping us take photo.

In Dear dear Caroline's house. The little girl Tong-tong who babysitted by Carol's mom is cute. :)

Next station, Melissa's house! All of us love her dog, Mr Lucky aka ba gua!! He is just too cute and loyal to his owner Sasa.

Then, Jian Yi's house. No angpau coz his parents went out. :(

Here we are, having buffet in my dear Heng Chen's new house. Yo, getting richer huh? :D

My best best friends during my secondary schooling days. Though we seldom hangout now, we are still besties forever. We owned little secret in NN company that no one else understand. Miss our Form One time that kept drawing rumours cartoon, wonder where we found the American time. XP
Last station is Boon Qiang aka cockroach's house. Oops, forgot to upload photo >< Sorry. Well, it was really a memorable day. I still remember we walked house to house when we were still a schooling kids or telephone parents to fetch us here and there for house visiting, then squeeze in one person's car and now most of us owned our car license and it turned convenient for us to drive here and there ourselves. Time flies and it brings both bright and dark side to us. We gained more freedom while lost precious time with family and friends. Thats why I appreciate every moments to stay with every single of them. :"")

Chu 4 -- Recharged my energy at home.
Chu 5 -- Pay my first visit to Dong Zen Temple.

Amitabha. -/\-

Be kind-hearted, Talk in polite way, Do good deeds.

In the garden.

Paste the lantern with my wishes on it. Good luck in the coming year, YAY!!

With my bro :D

龙天护佑 Everybody can be the God that bless ourselves if you believe in yourself and done good deeds.

Nice shot ^^

With the Guan-Yin and my bros. :D

Going back at 10pm and reach at 1sth am. Seriously lethargic but it was worth to see so many beautiful and attractive light decorations.

Chu 6 -- Appreciate the last day to meet my darling and primary school friends.

In darling Woon Yee's house.

Joey mei mie, Fiona ah ji and Jessie ah mui <3

At my house with the Happy Dragon ^0^

Having our meal in Dong Seoul. We just paid rm20 for this meal, ridiculous story XD

Visit my Chinese paint teacher, Mr Tan and his wife. He is 80 years old dy and really sayang me. I miss the time when I was a little girl and learnt drawing from his every Wednesday. But I no more taking the class since SPM, yet when I went to his house everything seemed familiar. The feeling is still there, really miss it! Hope my teacher can stay older older and I still have the chance to learn Chinese art from him!!

Reunion dinner with primary school friends. Sad case only one forth of our classmates could attend and time really further our distance. Anyway, still feeling glad we never lose contact. Keep in touch, old friends. =)

Rush to Wei Farn's house to 'claim' my birthday present. HAHA!! Really shocked and touched when I saw the iPhone casing. This is the most special casing I had among 9 of them. Many of my friends get cheated and thought it is a real camera. Thanks dear ah pig and ah Farn!!

Thats the end of my cny holidays and I gonna back school for class. Really feeling bad and reluctant to back to school coz home is always the best part in Earth! Holidays mood is off and study mood is ON! I must try my best to be more disiplin in my studies and lifestyle. Gambateh PISMP! Gambateh Jing Chan!! GOGOGO!!! :D

爱。你们。

2012-01-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

我总是觉得自己不喜欢这里。面对外人，我总是有无止尽对这儿的投诉和不满。在学院也总不免抱怨起他人的行为，怀疑别人对我们的好，不满别人对我们的坏。
我知道自己并不是完美的。
昨天我生病了，虽然只是发烧不算什么大事，但朋友们都很关心地问我怎么了、好点没，还主动帮我收衣服晒衣服，我真的很感动。
每天上课，我不再是自己一个人。我和同座的朋友一起走路去学校，一起吃饭，一起放学。她们会帮我留位子了。他们会主动告诉我很多事情八卦。他们会约我一起出门。我再也不是落单的那一个。虽然这或许只是小事可是我真的都觉得很开心因为我有归属感，我是她们的一员了。
今天，他们要回乡过年了。虽然只是一个星期不能见面，虽然一个星期后就能见到了，可是在送他们上德士的那一瞬间，我还是好心酸。上一次假期送他们我只是不开心，这一次已经快哭了，好舍不得，我无法想像毕业送走他们的时候我会怎么办？
原来我们虽然会有摩擦可是习惯了的存在和感情却比什么都来的真实。原来我很习惯这里了只是总是不愿意承认。有些时刻虽然短暂但表现出来的情感是最真实的。爱你们哟！新年快乐！

Bye 2011, HELLO 2012!!

2011-12-31T13:46:00.001+08:00

Time flies as usual, there comes the last day of 2011. Feeling reluctant as another year pass and I'm growing one year older.
2011 ain't as unforgettable if compared with 2010 coz I'm still studying in the same college and meeting the same people, but glad that our friendship improved and lotsa great memories had been created among us. Eg, one day trip to Tg. Piai, 3 days 2 nights trip to Asahan, lotsa birthday celebrations, lotsa cooking days, lotsa busy assignment periods and tedious school days. There were happy and sad and annoying moments in school but they had gone. 2012 gonna be a year overwhelmed with excitement and without argument! Peace year ^^V
2011 is also a year I successfully planned some trips among long-time-no-see kmpp friends. Muar trip and Seremban trip were awesome! You guys never fail to cheer my days up, turn my dull day an enjoyable one. Though it had been one year since we last met in kmpp, but our relationship never fade. Hoping you guys all the best in studies and all of us could achieve our goal in different stages of dream. :)
Also, I got lots lots of nice moments with my hometown besties. The yumcha moments reduced this year due to your stpm but I believe that our bonded friendship will never break! Wish you all get your ideal U and success in achieving goals. Not to forget my great Sabah trip with aunts and brother and also my lovely Singapore trip with Woon Yee! Hopefully I can explore more countries in the years onward with my love one. :)
Anyway, I hope I can continue my hard effort in studies. PISMP yo!!! My brand new Uni life, fight for first class yay ^^ also hope that my calligraphy can keep on improving until I top in the open category! Also hope my family members in the pink of health forever!! :) perhaps I could get my prince too in 2012 LOL XD
2012 please don't be the end of the world but a great impressive dragon year for me!! Let's get it started :D

My amazing Singapore trip 2011

2011-12-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

Date: 6 - 8 Dec. 2011

Members: jC, Woon Yee Ah Ji and bro Zhi Rong

Venue: Bugis street, Orchard Road, Universal Studio @Sentosa Island.

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I had been to Singapore for many times but this was my first time to Singapore alone, without accompanied by adult. I felt scare and nervous to get lost too somehow I audaciously started my journey with my bestie and also my youngest brother.

We reached Sg at noon and went to my Lao gor's house coz we were going to stay there. A big thank you for her, kindly let us stay at her place and prepare breakfast for us everyday. She is really an amiable granny! <3

We then headed to the foodcourt which is just a stone throw from my lao gor's house and then ready to kick off our trip. We first went to Bugis street recommended by Woon Yee's friend. It is really a huge shopping mall for shopping! If there is no currency between Singapore dollar and Malaysia ringgit, I bet I would buy lotsa things! ~~How pity the ringgit is just too small.~~ I bought myself a new pencil case since it had been two years I hadnt change my pencil case. :D

Non-stop walking made my legs real pain! This was just the starting point. No matter how, we still went to the next destination Orchard road to have a look on the attractive decoration of Christmas there. Thanks for my friend Siow Kang bro. who met me up in Orchard and treat me juices. :)

In Orchard road. :)

With a pair of painful legs and lethargic body, we back to home at 10pm. Feel embarrassing causing my relative to wait for us. :(

The next morning......we went to the destination I longing for ages, UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!! The price of the entrance ticket is ~~fucking damn~~ expensive, $74! So, I promised to myself that no matter how painful is my legs, I have to visit 7 zones in Universal Studio thoroughly. Let's GO!!!

Taking photo with the landmark. :)

First Zone: MADAGASCAR.

Join the Crate Adventure with the main characters by take an indoor river boat ride.

There were toy figurines of Alex, Marty, Malma and Gloria along the riverside and I busy taking photo. It is fun! Besides, we also tried King Julien's Beach Party-Go-Round which is actually carousel of the cartoon.

The next zone: FAR FAR AWAY.

The palace of The Shrek and Princess Fiona.

I tried Enchanted Airways which is a junior coaster for a flight. Though it is a minor roller coaster but I felt super dizzy after it :( There is a highlight in this zone which is Shrek 4D Adventure. This is a 4D movie, we seated on a movable seat for the show. I remembered that when the donkey sneezing, there were water splashed out. Yuck!!

With the palace, the Shrek 4D adventure's poster, onion carriage of princess Fiona.

Third zone: THE LOST WORLD.

Divided into two main theme park which are Jurassic Park as the photo above and Waterworld as the picture below.

We didnt play the Canopy Flyer and Dino-Soarin there somehow I didnt miss out the show in Waterworld at 5.30pm. I tahan my painful legs and ran as fast as I could to go back to waterworld from Far far away *FAR* It is an impressive water show!!

Lunch time at Discovery Food court under The Lost World. This is the foodcourt that we found it's price the most reasonable one, though not really cheap also lar... $10.50!! Around RM25 for one set. But it is really nice with noodles, small dishes and desserts Green Bean Soup. :)

After filling our empty stomach, we re-gained energy to move on. But since we were just too full, we couldnt immediately take those thrilling rides, so we strolled aimlessly a while and then decided to try the Transformer ride which was just opened 5 days ago. How lucky we are!! xD

Here we were: SCI-FI CITY!!!

My bro took photo with the enormous transformer model. *Exhilarated mood on*

TRANSFORMER The Ride is really worthy and a MUST to try!!!!!! *though the queue was damn damn damn looooooooooooong* I think this is the one and only ride in this world, you could not find it in else where. I dont know how to describe the ride here coz the feelings were beyond words. It is totally different from the 4D Shrek. It is like roller coaster + 4D scene. It is super duper thrilling! I really wanna try the second time but lazy to queue again. *Regret*

The highlight in Universal: The Battlestar Galactica roller coaster.

Lets see the close up: Human VS Cylon.

Human is the RED line, a seated coaster that propels one to 14 storeys high and zooming at the speeds of 82.8km/h. Cylon is the BLUE line, a suspended roller coaster and give one to experience vertical loop, corkscrew and cobra roll.

At first I wanna take but then I felt dizzy after the previous junior coaster so I dare not try this, but at last I Tried It!!! I tried the Blue line coz even the admin said it seemed to be more thrilling than the Red line. I opened my eyes a while and saw there were lotsa people raising their head and stared at this ride, scary. I shouted and prayed when I was there coz really horrible!! T_T My adrenaline accelerated until I feel slightly stomachache before I sat for it. Thanks God I was brave enough if not sure I feel regret for not trying now. Thanks God I didnt vomit and I was like 'what, reach dy ar? Will speed up and chiong again kot? Ei, really stop jor' and get down with trembling limbs. =P

Followed by: ANCIENT EGYPT

Feeling regret now for not trying The Revenge of The Mummy, 4 stories high indoor coaster. We didnt try The treasure hunter jeep ride too coz too long the waiting time. Anyway, we met the army of Anubis and did take photo with him. He is HOT with his muscle!! :)

Next zone: NEW YORK CITY

Lucky to see The Rockafellas show, which is a B-boy break dance show. The guys were cool with their dancing movement. There is no any thrilling ride in New York City but there is a special show there, named Lights, Camera. Action! Hosted by Steven Spielberg. It is another special show that showed us how an empty sound stage becomes the setting for a major hurricane about to hit New York City. We could experience the strong wind and fire around.

With the B-boys and the hats hanged at the roadside. =)

Last Zone: HOLLYWOOD

We met Mel's Dinettes street entertainment. The girls were so pretty and their singing was awesome. I recorded video of their performance!

There is also no any rides in Hollywood zone but a show called Monster Rock show. I watched the Monster Rock show at 7.30pm. It is a musical drama fitted with cutting-edge cinematic technology, including state-of-the-art digital projectors, the mega-monster spooktacular features great music, dancing, comedy, special effects, and enough pyrotechnics to wake the dead. There are vampire, werewolf, mummy etc in this monster show. Nice!

With Marilyn Monroe, Charlie Chaplin, Kung Fu Panda and Frankenstein's Monster.

Some night shoot with the street view before back. :)

Bye-bye to Universal Studio and Sentosa Island. You will be badly missed!!!

Back to Eunos at 9pm and immediately have our precious dinner. Back to relative's house at 9.30pm.

With my lovely Lao Gor. Wish Lao Gor stay healthy and happy forever. Say bye bye to Lao Gor at noon and back to Malaysia.

2011-11-18T21:39:00.001+08:00

好久都没这么迷恋一部戏。好久都没被一部戏剧影响自个儿的心情。上一部很有感觉的戏我想仍是停留在中三时期的《放羊的星星》，总是会跟着主角们的喜怒哀乐而牵动了心情。这次也是。整个考试周只要温习完了就让自己看上几集，两个星期就搞定了这套剧，然后心房又是空空的了。呵呵~

《步步惊心》故事讲述一个二十一世纪的白领女性因为一场车祸穿越了三百年，回到了清朝，卷入了九子夺嫡的历史事件。因为自己清楚历史的结局*好厉害*，却只能以一个旁观者的角度眼睁睁地看着历史上演，看着心爱的人一个个处心积虑为了争皇位而落得不堪的下场，使她左右为难，无能为力和无奈渐渐地让她从一个乐观大喇喇的少女成为了凡事小心谨慎步步为营的小女人，最终抑郁而死。T_____T

这部戏的一开端是搞笑的，看着现代女郎回到古代，时不时还会说ok，byebye，比^^V，跟皇子们没大没小地，真是可爱。随后，看着八爷保护她爱惜她，两人的暧昧也让我看得好羡慕，多希望自己也有个人默默地保护。呵呵。之后就开始长大，也因为不舍，希望自己有能力改变历史而想试着用自己的爱停止八爷的恋权之心，但这怎么可能？历史终究是历史。后来恋上四爷，很爱很爱，为了他而抗旨，为了他到可怕的浣衣局工作，为了他流了许多的眼泪，几乎后端戏份每集都能看到若曦的眼泪，本想一切都能幸福却只剩下10年性命。之后许多的立场不同，误会导致自己死在另一个男人的怀抱中。他们相爱却从来没能相守。回到了现代，这份感觉深刻但仍然怀疑着是否只是一场梦。确定了自己真的存在过，在现实找回了四爷的身影，但早已不认识。多么可悲可怜... 看得我的心都纠结在一起了，很酸很酸，很痛，却流不出泪。我想，这就是戏剧的魔力吧。

八爷八贤王允禵郑嘉颖，马尔泰若曦刘诗诗，四爷雍正胤禛吴奇隆

~好羡慕~大家都对若曦好好哦~

原来古时候真的好封建，皇帝说的一切不管是对是错，只因为他就是天子，只因为天下归他所有，他说的一切就是法律，没有让人辩驳的机会，没有让人不从的道理。

原来古时候真的好保守，男女没有自由恋爱的权利，哪怕是不爱被赐了婚就得在一起相守，让那颗曾经爱过别人的心从此封闭，那个曾经灿烂朗朗的笑声从此只停留在往昔。

原来权利真的会令人麻木，为了得到那个高高在上的位置，可以放弃深爱的人；为了巩固自己的权势可以伤害自己心爱的人，不念亲情、兄弟情、友情、爱情。

原来现实真的好残忍，不管自己多么努力，只因为出身卑贱就被判定了没有享受他人膜拜的机会；不管多么相爱，只因为现实残酷就让人从此天人永隔。

我想，如果我是若曦，我一定会选择八爷。与其想着八爷的结局悲惨，如果真心相爱，不如陪他度过？说是因为他争皇位而放弃了他，可是四爷何尝不是也争皇位，那又为什么不劝他放弃皇位？那不是也能改变历史吗？只是因为知道了他的结局是好的就跟了他。但他是谋权的，又怎么可能蒙蔽自己的良心欺骗曾经也善待自己的先帝和李公公和一众兄弟？

我想，如果我是四爷，我一定不会争皇位。皇帝有那么多妃子会令自己心爱的女人吃醋，皇帝有那么多公文要批和国事要管怎么有时间一直陪着自己心爱的人。如果四爷不选择皇位，他就能真正地与若曦长相厮守了吧，那不是更好吗？*老八真是太可怜了！皇位得不到，若曦没有了，若兰爱不到，甚至最爱自己的嫡福晋也失去了。其实他的心机都不够老四坏嘛！*

我想，若曦应该是做了一场梦，梦里的人物其实在现实生活中曾经看过，就像太监王喜那样。或者是潜意识地看见了自己的上辈子，而不是什么穿越。因为以科学的角度，清朝和现代怎么可能同时进行呢？就算是同时空，清朝的故事一定也是发生过了才会出现在历史课本啊。认为若曦在做梦吧，因为其实她应该不可能昏迷太久，她是因为车祸后撞上了大清展览的宣传板子而昏迷的，她呆在清朝十几二十年可是那个展览不应该举行那么久因为她仍在苏醒后去参观了呀。如果是穿越，她死后的清朝应该仍然在走着，又哪来的古物摆在橱窗内让人欣赏。况且她也没变老。所以，穿越与否总是让我很是困惑，但其实也是一部戏罢了，我又何苦弄乱自己，跟着剧情走就好了呗，又是戏的魔力啊~哈哈

我想，看戏其实是能提升自己的历史相关知识和兴趣。我从小喜欢唐朝，觉得特别亲切是因为看了TVB的杨贵妃，之后买了杨贵妃的书籍来读。之前我不怎么喜欢清朝，更不知道有九子夺嫡的故事，但看了这部戏，自己不仅看了许多网友关于剧情的讨论和分析，也看了雍正和其他太子的历史，懂得他们的故事甚至名字。平常没事我怎么可能去研究啊？这也是戏剧的魔力不是吗？哈哈。

真的好希望步步能拍续集！虽然自己也不知道还能怎么接下去，或许就让阿哥们反穿越过来或做他们的这一世那也不错吧。哈哈哈~ 写长了，但真的太多心情要分享了，想要记录这一刻的心情，让多年后的自己回味~ :D

Boring study week and exam week :(

2011-11-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

EXAM!!! Exam is always the nightmare of a student, the most suffering part of the schooling period.

Thanks god I had finally finished my pre-U semester 3 exam and finally I blog again. *Welcome back*

Every boring games and activities seemed to be damn interesting during the study period. Fashion story and Restaurant story are actually quite noob games and bored but I found them become super fun yet captivating during my study time. Visiting strangers' shop and send messages for them could be so fun!

My boutique which have been managed for half year. :)

My restaurant named 'HOCHIAK' in restaurant story. The characters are so cute and the food looked delicious!!

Well, I was bored till helping my dear Mr. Monkey to pose.

Never ending self-camwhoring. :P

And also whatsapp-ing with my bestie when we studied. It is really appreciative when there is someone study and pia with you though both of us were actually studying for very different subjects. The study spirit doubled. Gambateh for our future yea!! ^^

This is how I spent my study weeks. Study of course, study facebook too for sure, watching drama, chit-chatting a lot with my roomie, playing games, reading novels, camwhoring... Pray hard for good result! Seriously scare of the outcome.... Anyway HAPPY HOLIDAYSSSS!!! XD

2011-11-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

It had been a long time since our last family gathering. No matter how, our family had no longer perfect after my grandpa passed away 3 years ago. * Oops, such long time ady T_T *

I think it had been 3 years since I last met my cousin brother and sister because they have migrated to Australia and seldom come back. Well, actually there is a big gap between us coz we seldom meet firstly and secondly the education background for us are different.

Anyway, I will be very looking forward for them to come back everytime, hoping that we got more things and topic to share and chat about this time, though they are all to no avail. Yet, I still hope that they can come back more often. We are a family, always and forever. :)

The third generation of Tay's family. The forth were absent. I miss those cute nephews.

Family is always love and a strong support for me. I swear I will work out hard to make them feel proud of me. :D

Bla bla bla 13

2011-10-04T17:46:00.001+08:00

这几天好＂黑仔＂。:(
好久没生病了，偏偏在我要考体育的这个星期被病魔点名，伤风咳嗽好辛苦。补牙的那块石膏竟然脱落，天哪，我不想牙齿再被蛀成大洞～快点星期五让我放学回家看医生看牙医吧。家里好温暖～(T_T)
又到了考体育的星期，最后一次的体能测验，我压力好大。好久没运动的我，怎么办？排球、勾球～我很怕。怕不是因为自己，因为自己可以为自己的好与坏负上责任。可是我很怕害到我的队友尤其他们都比我强大许多。我只想说对不起，如果我有什么做得不好我真的不是故意的，如果能厉害又有谁想要笨拙呢？我真的有用心做和尽量改进了，不好意思。(>_<)
今天莫名心好痛，难道就为了一个没见过的笔友？我应该替他开心的，告别单身的他，但是怎么有股莫名的失落感呢？我怕我们再也不能联系了吧，这段友情就这么告一段落吧？真的好可惜可是我无能为力。从来不是人们口中美女的我又能怎样，自己一个人都这么久了干嘛要发花痴啊？没有人喜欢我，我就应该喜欢自己多一点，让自己一个人也能很幸福不是么？祝你幸福咯～*你不会看到的，我也不希望你看到*o(^_^)o
不好的都过了吧！明天后天大后天体育考试加油！好运一定能弥补过去的！*正面思想正面能量*ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

Simple days :)

2011-09-26T23:49:00.001+08:00

Assignment period was over for the third time. Again, my boring life starts. I read novel and A level essay to avoid my English continue deteriorating. I start doing some revision for the coming finale. I did practice running for the upcoming PE amali test. I eat my nutritious Herbalife milkshake to replace my proper meal to keep my body slimmer. I watch dramas and listening to lovable songs to keep my mind relaxing.
All in all, everything seemed really simple and monotonous but it makes my days so meaningful and contented coz I never waste my time for even one second. I love my simple days and I hope my determination would be strong enough for me to keep this type of healthy dull life going.
I miss you mommy and family...I do so much to succeed not to compete with anybody but just try to make you all proud of me. I am still the same, never change, imparting the same amount of love towards you all though sometimes my talking ways and attitude did hurt you all but I really not mean to it. :( I'm sorry and I love you all. :")
I will put in more effort to achieve my promised target! *i want to be like miss ong and uncle tian hock one day* Gambateh Jing Chan!!! ^^

Old friends gathering :)

2011-09-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

Were learning bola baling for Gerko again this Friday. I felt so stress every time in PE lesson and also Gerko coz my sports is terrible! I am a total sports idiot. Though I always wanna learn it and succeed in sports but I am really bad in it. Will be taking Handball test next week on controlling ball, passing ball and goal. I couldnt do any of them well. I couldnt even play the ball well, I felt so disappoint for myself. I practiced hard alone at the side. I cried hysterically then. It was so embarrassed but I couldnt stop my tears from flowing out. I blame myself for couldnt play it well like others did. But then, I think of Miss Ong's convocation photo, she got her master! I want to be like her one day too, get my master or even phD. That is my only dream in the present stage so I couldnt lose in sports. I couldnt fail my dream just because I fail in sports. No way!! I must try really hard no matter how tough it will be. Gambateh, girl!! *Thanks God I am always a positive-thinker that having positive spirit no matter how grey my thinking before it* I cant be lazy pls >__<

Fortunately I could meet my old friends at night after I back to Muar. That comforted my depressed mood.:)

MeiQi, Ah Pig, Heng Chen, Kid, Ah Pek!!!

Miss them super much!!!!!!

With Dear2 Ah Pig Caroline.

With MeiQi. :)

Really didnt meet her for ages ady coz she studies in UTAR Kampar which is so damn far from here.

Wish you fast fast get a nice boy boy. I know you need it :P

My Xiao Hai and his Da Jie.

Pig Brain jc and Pig Head thc!!! ^3^

Really miss our old days in Dato'. Our NN company that was super sampat!! I miss the time I talked everything to you everyday and we laughed like nobody business. Though we seldom meet coz you too low profile, but anyway, you are my besties forever. Love you and all the best in your STPM!!! Muacks~

MeiQi and Caroline.

Playing UNO at my house. *My poor doggie lying on the cold floor :P*

The UNO block gonna runtuh lol

Lovely friends always brighten my days and the memories between us are irreplaceable. Though we might not be meeting each other like we used to do in secondary school last time, we will still maintain this friendship! Dont think of running away from me once you become my friends. HAHAHA XD I will never let the friendship break coz it is too precious! Muacks~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =3

Boredness.

Camwhoring mode is ON O.o

2011-09-16T20:33:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MALAYSIA DAY!!! *\^3^/*

Thanks for it for bringing me another day of holiday. It is so nice to be at home.

Hangout with lovely ah ji Woon Yee again! :D We planned to go Ice Town for ice but unfortunately it was having break that time so we had to go another cafe for ice.

Ah Ji with her jagung ice and her ~~nerdy~~ face. HAHA!!

My eight bean ice and my ~~gonggongblurblur~~ face :P

My gentle look LOL :)

Way back to Woon Yee's house.

Her normal nerdy studious face :)

Her sampat-ness!!!

My rabbit ear and her rabbit teeth

Rabbit ah ji and ah mui <3

Sweetie pie and sexy mama XD

With her superb big doggie!

Dudu.

OMG! We did nothing much but kept camwhoring. Thats fun too!! Best sister forever Muacks!

In my hawt KPOP world :D

2011-09-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

I am so so in my kpop music world yesterday night. Though I got one more Chinese assignment waiting for me to complete, I didn't care about it and immersed myself in YouTube kpop world. Listening to song lying on my warm bed is the best relaxation for me, always. :)

SNSD is super hot and getting mature sexay!

Taeyeon, Jessica, Tiffany, Yoona, Yuri, Seohyun, Sunny, Soo Young and Hyoyeon. :)

Envy their slim body, long legs, angelic pretty face and fantastic dance. They're great!!

Amber, Krystal, Victoria, Sulli and Luna. I hardly believe Amber is having the same age with me and Luna, Krystal and Sulli are all younger than me. Yet, they have already a shining star. They never act like a normal kid and have so much courage to stand on the stage in front of so many audients. Srsly respect them and love their songs. :)

Having a great night watching SNSD and f(x)! They are just too preeetty and hawt!!! XD

My first time experiencing Korea Food!! :D

2011-09-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

Date: 7 September 2011. ~~(It means nothing)~~

Venue: Dong Seoul Korea Restaurant.

Members: jc, Chanel, Yee Xien, Peh Yee, Kexin, Sin Pin. :)

Well, today is just a very usual day like other days. But today only got 2 hours class! Whee xP

Yee Xien and I wanna to go for dinner in the Korea restaurant but others refused it. Want and dont want and want and dont want and the final decision is GO FOR IT!

Annyeong Hasehyo, we were in the Dong Seoul Korea Restaurant!! When I first looked at the menu, I shocked by the price itself. Every dishes are at least RM20. But since this is what I want to experience for so long, I still did the ordering. ~~*Heart Pain*~~

KIMCHI all around the table XD

~~mouth wathering~~

Girls with yummy yummy kimchi. :)

辣炒年糕

I love this the most!! Super delicious :D

Before the grilling. Bloody meat Yuck!

After the grilling~
烤肉~

海带汤

辣豆腐汤

Yee Xien with the 泡菜饼 and 烤肉。

AHHHH~ Grill meat!!

With the 泡菜饼 ''kimchi baked cake''. It is special!

OMGOSH!! The bill >_____< End up RM 123.00!

LOL

This is my very first time eating korea food. It is special and nice seriously! Worthy :) Somehow, I dont think I will go for it usually because this is something you taste it for fun but not for it nice taste. It is really nice....but ~~pricey~~ man! XD

We then walked walked walked to Square One which is just stone-throw away from the korea restaurant. We went to the cinema but we didnt plan to watch movie also coz it was quite late already and we got plenty works to be done. Just out of sudden, we felt like taking photo with the poster of the cartoon 'The Smurfs'. It was really fucking damn funny as we imitated the posture of those cartoons without caring those passer-by. *PAISEH PAISEH*

Tedious study shy face LOL!!

We!! The sampat girls. ~~*Dont tell people we are going to be a teacher next time*~~

The funniest moment passed and we gonna back to maktab, ~~the jail~~ again! Another 2 assignments to be done and freedom is awaiting for us. Cheers!!! :)

Enjoyable Malacca shopping movie trip :)

2011-09-02T06:49:00.000+08:00

Date: 2 September 2011

Venue: Dataran Pahlawan, Malacca.

Members: jc, ah ji woon yee and mei mei :)

Went to bus station and late by 5 minutes and miss out the ding-dong-bus. Bought the ticket of the express bus then, but who knows the bus was not punctual and even late by nearly 1 hour!! It really spoilt my mood. We took another ding-dong bus to Malacca.

Reach Dataran Pahlawan at around one pm. Our stomach starving already and we went to Nadeje cafe for the layer cake. Full house! But the after a while we could get a seat by luck :) Had our Cheese cake, Chocolate cake, Banana chocolate cake and Lichi Green Tea as our lunch. LOL!! We still felt kinda hungry after that but we bet shopping cure it. muahahaha

Woon Yee ah ji and Jing Chan ah mui <3

Three of us : jc, mei mei and woon yee :)

Go for shopping and hunt for clothes as well as shoes. I bought one Ts and two singlets in F.O.S!

Met up with Woon Yee's cousin, Flora. She is so so beautiful, slim and friendly. :)

She bought us for chicken rice as we felt kinda hungry~

Late lunch~~~

Continue shopping. . . I dont like shopping actually but I did enjoy shopping with them this time.

Mei mei and I. I looked so young here!! ~~But a bit auntie-ish.~~ ;D

Half hour before Final Destination 5 get started, we went for Root Beer in A&W.

Thanks to mei mei!! Both of us looked so candid and natural here.

*Woon Yee's rabbit teeth so obvious :P *

Nice shot :D

Ya, our target today was not shopping only, but watched this movie. Final Destination 5. We watched the 3D version at RM17 in Golden Screen Cinema DP. Camwhoring while waiting for wy's cousins, Flora and Kai Li...

LOL!!! XD

With mei mei.

With ah ji~

Inside the cinema. 3D spec made my eyes kinda uncomfortable actually and I dont think the 3D effect was horrible enough. Maybe we had watched series 1-4 this week, so we didnt feel fresh for this movie. The story lines for all the series are the same. Prediction and different way people die. >__<

Taken in Flora's house. ~~I like this photo coz I looked nice~~. LOL!

Back at home at about twelve am. Thanks woon yee's parents for treating me a big delicious meal and also fetch us back. Kinda sleepy but still keep myself awake to rush the never-ending BC1 assignment. I had been doing it this whole week but it seemed never ended one. Too bad. We kept complaning about we are going back to school again soon. LOL! ~~Both mama's girls hate school~~! I miss talkbox!!!

Somehow, I am in my hostel room typing this ady~ :(

I can gain freedom again soon coz assignment period is finally over after another two weeks.

BTW, HAPPY START SCHOOL EVERYBODY!!! For me, woon yee, matrics friends who are going to UM, UKM, UPM, UUM bla bla bla and also my maktab friends. All the best in future studies! ^___^

Awesome Saturday!

2011-08-27T19:49:00.005+08:00

The first day of my mid sem holiday. The day flew meaningfully. Early in the morning fetched brother to Add Math tuition and then fetched Woon Yee to my place and had our hours of movie time. We watched the Final Destination 2 & 3 continuously and found it not really as scary as others commented.

After that, I went to Yit Ho Cafe to meet my lecturer Miss Ong and fellow friends Polim, Joanne, Yan Zhuang and Wan Cheng. It had been one year since I last met them! I never think of I will be meeting Miss Ong again since Penang and Johore are really far to each other and I was only one month there and dont have the time to really know her deeper. Somehow, she is very friendly and sociable so we dont have much gap and the feeling of strange actually while yamcha-ing just now. She taught us many things like for example how we can go for further studies after we finish our degree. She is so kind and helpful. And more like our Da-Jie-Jie rather than a lecturer who always so arrogant to be with. I think that the lesson given from an experienced person is really useful as it might help us saving lotsa troubles next time. A Big Thank You!! :)

I decided to put in more more effort in my studies, dont always get nervous and coward, try to be more confidence but not act over-confident like an empty vessel, be braver to expose myself in my Uni life. I hope that I can be like her one day, a good and responsible educator! :D

Miss Ong and I ^.<

Hope to meet her again when I visit Penang!!

Going to practise my calligraphy, so ciao~ :)

Shin Phing birthday celebration in advance :)

2011-08-26T23:21:00.007+08:00

Thanks God ELP class in the afternoon was cancelled and we got the chance to hangout to celebrate Sin Pin's birthday in advance. She is a national day baby!! 31st August is her real birthday, but since we all will be enjoying our holiday in our own kampung, so this is why we celebrate for her few days before. :)

We went to Bingo House for ice and dinner! Personally think the snowflake there was normal lorh. Nothing much special. Somehow, we still had the precious moments camwhoring there.

Poh Choo and I learning my self-camwhore pattern. >__<

With devil Ker Sing. I like this photo, I looked candid ^^V

With Yee Peh.

Like this photo too. But Yee Xien looked errmm...weird! HAHA!!

With Apple Hui Jian.

NAH!!! She is the main character for today.

PSP - POR SHIN PHING!!

HAPPY BELATED SWEET 19 YEA!!!

nom nom Black Forest :)

05 全家福 !
Left out Yee Ching :(

After the dinner, we went Square One. Some of them went shopping, Yee Ching and her bii went for Final Destination 5 while Poh Choo, Sin Pin and I went for K-box.

Then then then...we walked to Origin Cafe for alcohol. LOL!!

Biting face is the bien-tai game these two girls addicted recently and I am speechless.

-____-

Dont misunderstand, the bottle was just for posting, I didnt take the alcohol.

They were the one who finished this Carsberg! @@

END OF THE DAY means end of first term of Sem 3 :)

Back to home sweet home today. Watched Final Destination 1 with lovely auntie Woon Yee and hope to finish other series these few days and go Malacca for Final Destination 5!!! YAY XD
Btw, tomorrow will be a good day. Jogging time, movie time with Woon Yee and out of surprise, I will be meeting my KMPP Physics lecturer, Miss Ong again!!! Yeah~~~

bla bla bla (12)

2011-08-17T15:58:00.002+08:00

It had been one week since I last updated and viewed my blog. I am surprised by that too. Perhaps I was really too busy in assignments these days. 2 assignments needed to submit this week and another 3 more to be passed up next week before the mid sem holidays come. Life is just about lecturer and never ended assignments. Life is so bored and pathetic. :(

Just feel like blogging and simply type some nonsence that is not related with assignments, so I am here. Holidays is coming within 10 days and I can gain my temporarily short fun to gasp for freedom. :) Plan to have some hangout in the short raya break, hopefully they all are okay for that~ Really cant wait to hangout with them! Even I dreamt of having shopping with them and brighten up my day.

Ya, I was sad last Friday coz I experienced the feel of being abandoned again. I mind. I care. I cried. Coz It hurts. I know I am bad in sports and games but I hope to have the chance to learn too. Everytime the better ones will be playing all around and the lousy ones are still there, never get the chance to join. Even the lousy one joining, we feel scare to play too as we scare to cause the team lose and get some 'black' face appearing. Well, dont think too much~ I should suit myself in every situation no matter in groups or being alone.

Life is a lesson and I am going through the learning process. Never think too much and get a Smiley face again! :)

bla bla bla (11)

2011-08-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

最近没什么update bloggie 的欲望，可能除了赶课业就没有什么有趣的生活了吧。或许心情不错的我近来没啥好emo所以也没什么敢想要宣泄。与其说没有，不如说我不想去想。忙碌的课业高峰期又来临了！又是见到每个人真面目的时候了，自私，怕输，懒惰，随便...一大堆。看了真叫人心寒。:(

我也是怕输的一群。看到自己赶不上别人的速度时，看到自己的课业远远薄了好几页时，不免担心了起来。总是告诉自己放下不再竞争 *争了11年早就累了，那些无聊的人想要继续这游戏就去吧* 可是又觉得放下是让自己懒惰松懈下来的借口。可是“争”有时为了什么？总是个矛盾的对比啊~ 最后决定，拼搏的努力一定要有，但努力是为了自己的荣耀，满足自己的要求，不让自己懈怠，而不再是一味地为了出位，为了赢。为了努力而努力！

上个星期回家时，和欢的婆婆去世了。让我不禁又想起了公公~好久没梦见他了。我很怕，很怕自己有一天会忘了他的模样和说话方式。所以自己时常都要想想他然后又哭一哭。不喜欢身边的人离开我，尤其是我爱的人，称得上我好朋友的人。

莫名地，收到他的信息总是让我开心。或许无聊的生活有一份期待会比较有趣吧，也是一种习惯。可是当这种习惯有一天不见了，会更加失望。希望我们永远都是好笔友，永远都能用这样的方式联络下去~~~:)

加油每一天！期待自由身~:D

倒数两星期~:P

My Enjoyable N9 Trip!! :D

2011-08-01T23:33:00.004+08:00

Date: 30 July - 1 August 2011

Members: jC the teacher, Min babe the nutritionist, dear Yunying the accountant, mr Pow the doctor :)

Venue: Seremban and Port Dickson @ Negeri Sembilan

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Another trip that we long awaited and susah-payah discussing in FB. The days came! Cheers! ^^

Jasmin and I took the 10.45am bus and headed to Seremban. I went Seremban once, to take part in calligraphy competition when I was Form 5, but I never visiting this town. So, I was so so excited about the trip! And the most important thing is to meet my dear friends again. :)

Reached Terminal 1 at nearly 1pm. Meet up with Pow and had our KFC lunch. Pow went for blood donation when we were having our lunch. I realised that I feel scare and disgusting when I saw blood. Keep think of Vampire Diaries and the scene Stefan and Demon suck the blood. Gosh, I felt so dizzy seeing blood @@

Met up with Ying and started our journey. We went to the first destination, Wu-Gong-Shan (蜈蚣山). Needless to say, the giant centipede is the landmark of this spot.

With the giant centipede :O

Kneel down and water sprayed out from the mouth of the goldfish. It is special and fun!

We took some photo there and proceed to the second place. The church. This is my first time entering a church in Malaysia. Amen~
Four of us inside the church. Nice!! :)
Self camwhore is a must for girl. Thanks for the sunray effect, we looked fair!

ps: Violet contact lens made my eyes so big. Muahaha *FAKE* XD

Ah Pow the priest. LOL!

With Jasmin my babe :)
With Ying. Sista forever :)
In front of the church. When nobody could help us to take photo, the one and only best way is to do self-chamwhore.

Have A&W root beer for hightea? Haha! Coz Mr Pow is starving~ :P

Root beer coke float is nice ^^

We then went to Huang-Jia-Shan. It is a park with a pond in the middle of it and make me think of the tasik in KMPP~ haha XD It is a good and romantic place I think coz we met two pairs of bride and groom taking wedding photos there.

In front of the Old library. This buiding is really nice!!

At Taman Tasik Seremban :D
Dinner time!!! We had the Fish Head Bee-hoon. It is delicious!! *Mouth-watering again :P*

We met Hiao Wood and we went strolling in Jusco. Bought some food for the picnic on the next day. Back Ying's home and chatted and slept at nearly 2am! Haha XD

The next day, we woke up early and had our simple breakfast at Ying grandma's house. We then headed to Port Dickson. Before this, I used to think Port Dickson is a beach and now only know that it is a name of a daerah. Sweat me ==""

We went to Tanjung Tuan lighthouse in the beginning of the day. Walked for 400m jungle trekking road and it makes us so tired! We were gasping for air. LOL! God know how much I hate PJ :(

Well, it is a historical spot. It looked nice in the pure white paint. :)

YO! Blue Lagoon, we were coming!!! XD

It was my first time going beach with friends. I was so so excited!

Pretending berkayak on the muddy beach. :X

Immerse myself in water like this made my Ts and pants super dirty!! T__T
Crab crab crab! So cute :D

Star Friendship Forever yea buddies :D

Footsteps are left behind when we passby. And these were our footprints left in Blue Lagoon.

L-O-V-E

Indah water mud. Yuck!!! :P

JUMP!!!

Our product. Love it~ ^^

Candid shot by Pow, who non-stop texting sb throughout the whole trip. My first time see sb can keep himself so dry while all of his friends were wet like hell!!!

Had our simple spongecake lunch at the car. Going to Army musuem but accidentally saw the signboard writing PD Ostrich Showfarm at the roadside, so here we were!! This was the place mentioned in our discussion but we couldnt check the exactly location, but we were really lucky discover it was just at the roadside.

Pow took the ostrich ride. So brave!

I want to ride on it but it is so poor and I will be too heavy for it. LOL

The egg~~~

The animals in the showfarm. I love the rabbits the most!! They were just so CUTE!!!

I scare of ostrich. It's head was like snake! *Trembling*

Feeding time!! I dare not feed the animal, not even the tame goat. They all seemed to be so violent to me. :(

After that, we went to Army Musuem. This is a place where really worth visiting. This place is free of charge, fixed with air-con, showing lotsa tanks and history~

Hong-Long-Long....Train!!!

with the tank~
Pow acted too much..HAHA!
Entering the terowong which showed us the history of Parti Komunis Malaya. There were more history shown in the musuem which we learnt in secondary school last time. Miss it!!

Lukut Lucky Curry Bread. The bread is very soft and the curry is very yummy!! Nom nom.

Since it was still early and we dont feel like going back home yet, we went to S2 City Park.

After back Ying's house, we continued our pillow talk. It is really nice to chat! Chat with Ying until 2.40am!

Special thanks to Yunying and Pow for entertaining us this time. I know you guys had put in lotsa efforts in finding the destinations that are worth visiting. THANK YOU!!! After these 3 days, I realise that both Yunying and Pow are not quiet anymore. The awkwardness that I scared we might be having before the trip are all extra worry coz we totally never face this problem. We chit-chatted alot and laughed like nobody business during the trip. I miss those happy moments. I really do hope we could have another trip hanging out together no matter when. Many of my friends said our frienship is cool coz I was just one month studying in KMPP and our friendship lasts! We are so close to each other and had two trips already, even old friends might not have experience what we had. I appreciate you guys alot and hope our hearts always bonded as well as our friendship everlasting!!! Love you guys and keep praying the next time we could gather and have fun together again. ^^

Sixth study week in my Semester 3

2011-07-29T18:55:00.004+08:00

OMG!! I cut my hair in the weekend. I become a boy boy now. My classmates called me 'ah boy' and I dont know what feeling should I have, ridiculous or sad huh? Somehow, I found this nickname is cute~ LOL! XD

Nah, my super short hair right after I cut it.

And seriously dunno why so many people go 'like' it. Nice meh? *Chill*

Class this week quite okay lar. Neither busy nor relax. But the assignments coming!!! 3 assignments given within 1 week time when I am planning to Seremban during this coming weekend. God know how scared I am when think of I couldnt finish them and submit on time! Luckily, the deadline of Gerko assignment postponed. And even the deadline for BMK assignment is 16th. PPN PPN, Damnyouknow!! Spoilt bit of my holiday mood.

There is great thing for me to record to. Finally, I am able to do the service successfully for volleyball. In my sem 1, I wasnt manage to make my ball pass the net and I make it this time. Thanks god...... :) And first time playing hockey make me so dizzy when kept on looking at the ball. Not really nice ei~ :(

Cook Loh-Mee for my classmates today. All of them said it is super yummy! Thanks aunt for preparing the ingredient for me. Nom nom nom :P

Ciao~ Off to Seremban tomorrow!!! *EXCITED*

The fifth week in Sem 3

2011-07-24T18:47:00.005+08:00

Time flies, it had already came to the fifth study week in Sem 3, which means 10 more study weeks left!!! Hiak Hiak XP Temporarily there is only KS and Gerko assignments are given so life is still relaxing. But the bitter part is coming soon I know. :( So just appreciate and enjoy as much as possible before it.
Well, our schedule was quite a loose one for this week. There were two no-class-days in this week! YAY! Hope there is more chances like this awaiting because days without any kuliah is great enough as I can sleep for the whole day and doing nothing. :P
Not to forget, I did my Chinese Lit. presentation well. I was nervous like hell before the presentation as the lecturer is well-known for her strict and perfectionist. I got back my draft from her one day before my presentation and I had to correct and photostate for the whole class. Super rushing! I couldnt explain the poem well enough like what I practised in room and the lecturer kept silent at the side, made me dunno what to continue. Luckily at last, she commented 'very good' and clapped for us. Thanks God! :)
Besides, we gotta sing a song for ELP task this week. Our group sang 'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus. I seldom listen to English songs nowadays and this is my first time listening to this song. It is a meaningful song, encouraging us to encounter every problems we face in the future. We practised singing until 12am and I bet the whole hostel could hear our voice!!! But the outcome wasnt bad. Applause given :)

In Monkey mask from Yee Xien's group :P
With Ker Sing.

With Yee Ching.

The guys singing 'You raised me up'. Fulled of emotion. *Clap*

This is where the monkey mask from.

Their group singing 'Today I feel like not doing anything'.

While another girls group from 03 block singing Season in the Sun and my group singing the climb. And that the class called. :)

Last but not least:

Have a good laugh XD

One more week to go before I meet them again in Seremban. I am so so looking forward. We would have good girls talk at night and photo taking session. *Holiday mood is turned on* XD

I really hope sb could really join us this time.Shhh~ :)

I am fooled

2011-07-19T20:21:00.003+08:00

I had the feeling of being fooled. I trust you a lot, treat you as my real friend who I can share my inner feelings with you and told you everything though we never meet each other. And today only I discovered the reason you chat with me in the beginning was just to get some info from me. And you didnt feel wrong or what and I seemed like the one who willing to be trapped by you. All of a sudden, I feel I am so stupid. I trust you and even nearly fall a crush for you. Yes, I am thinking too much. You are bad, you are evil and today I totally believe this statement.

Freaking moody now!!! :(

2011-07-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

在你身上，我找到了朋友的信任。那种秘密无私说出分享的信任。那种一起峰巅三八的时候。那种单纯没有利用价值的感觉。那种我最渴望的友谊。

最近有好多人告诉我秘密和心事，让我有被重视的感觉。每一段友情我都很珍惜。不是每个朋友都能一起哭一起笑的，谢谢每个生命中的好朋友，很爱你们！

Woon Yee babi auntie, Dear Ah Pig Caroline, Minmin babe, Dear Yunying, YY lenglui.

Bla bla bla (10)

2011-07-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

大学的入学成绩揭晓了，看见朋友们满心的期盼和得到理想大学及科系的喜悦，不仅替他们感到开心。衷心的祝福。每个人都离自己的梦想更进一步了。这真的很感动也！但不知怎的，我的眼角湿湿的。或许是想到大家都要各奔东西了，以后的时间表不再一样了，朋友圈子也不同了，或许关系会越来越疏远了，所以伤心了。心里又说不出的感触。我也好想好想进大学啊！想体验那种自由自在的校园，无拘无束，又大大个讲堂，多多的朋友，不同的学生，那种感觉好棒好棒！不像这里的小小圈子，小小课室，小小学院，小小视野。心里又有小小不平衡。:(
梦想与面包，我选择了梦想的面包，不要再抱怨不平衡了，将来完全保障，不要为了自由和广阔而不平衡好么？以后有好多好多医生，药剂师，工程师朋友~哈哈~我也是工程师嘛，灵魂工程师，伟大吧？:)

Program Sukan Rekreasi PPISMP Sem 3 2011 :)

2011-07-11T17:03:00.024+08:00

Here it reached the day we had been looking forward for weeks. It was 6 July 2011 and it was the day we having our Program Sukan Rekreasi in Asahan, Malacca. It was a 3 days 2 nights trip for every of us who are taking PJ as a minor subject. So, I woke up pretty early at 6am and gathered in the Gym at 7am. We then started our journey at 8am. I heard the name of Asahan before but I never been there. All of us doubt the facilities especially the staying hotel part and it really gave us a big surprise when we reached there.

Reach Saujana Asahan at 11am. This is a resort which is just opposite to the PLKN camp. The hotel room is just sooooo comfortable with air-con! Pretty cool man :)
Having our first meal in the dining hall. The meals prepared were good.

After a good rest and nap in the super comfy air-con room, we were heading to carry out our first activity - Flying Fox and Abseiling!!! This is the activity I looking forward the Most! XD I felt scare and butterflies flying in my stomach when I think of I was going to do these activities but I pretended to be calm.

The tower is super tall and I nearly cried out my heart when I was up there. :(
But when you are set free and the moment you realised that you are still alive, hanging by the rope, every single part of nervousness gone and you started to enjoy it very much! :D
With the fully attire before playing.

After it, we sat there to watch people Ahhh-Ohhh-Heeeelp and we just laughed at the max, forgetting we yelled like nobody business before it. Yes, I did my high pitch screaming too! The games seemed to be more thrilling and attractive when you see people yelling and crying but it seemed like no fun at all when those people who play it keep silent only. haha! Overall, It was fun and amazing. I hope I could have another try on this next time! :)

With the PJ lecturers :)

At night, we had some indoor games and treasure hunting game. They are fun! And the treasurer hunting made all of us running all over the field to complete something, to do the bearing and count for the steps. It is super duper tiring. Our group got the last place but somehow we did enjoy the process and I think that is the most important part. :)

The next morning, we woke up at 5sth due to the senaman at 6.30am. It was freaking early and my eyes could hardly open. The bed was just too comfy and made me feel so reluctant to wake up. Haha! The atmosphere in the morning was so cold :X But the running part really warmed me up and made me alert. After breakfast and a short break, we were having the jungle trekking part. I thought jungle trekking is merely an activity walking in the jungle. It is actually but it is a tough way for us to walk, climb up and slide down hill over hill. The road could be so slanting and we had to hold some trees beside tightly to avoid fell down. I was so scare. I thought of giving up because I was so tired but I couldnt make it. There is only 2 ways, to fight or to flight, I couldnt just stop in the middle of the jungle as I want. So, I am forced to fight and continue walking. A lesson learnt here is dont ever think of asking for peoples' help because everybody is moving forward and nobody will stop his/her footsteps just to lend you a hand. I experienced it myself and thats why I know. It is a cruel fact but in the way to achieving some aim, you just have to accept it. Learn to be braver, tougher, more confidence and thats the way to success!! :D

Before the journey start, I was so dry and tidy.

The guide showing us the root which can provide us water. He showed us alot of useful plant like Karas and taught us some new knowledges about jungle survival.

After part of the journey, I had becoming so wet and dirty. :X

Few hours later, we reached the Air Terjun!! For me, it is just a small pond lar. LOL! We played water there and thats really a great experience! :D

Super natural picha, by Kevin. :)

Emo? Nope. =)

Happy memories among us. x)

After 4 hours stuck in the forest, we were out!!! Taking photo with the guide. He is 61 years old! Unbelievable O.o

Eating and napping is the best part there. At 3.30pm, we had sukaneka. Little games brought great fun too.

Cooperating. Bring the heavy big rope to the field.

Tarik-tarik-tarik!!! Tarik tali competition between our class and opsyen Pra Sekolah. We lost! T_T

Yee Xien and I discovered the huge greenish field and both of us like it so much. Since we are photo addicts, we were there to take lotsa crazy photos!

Playing water and Jumping!

Laying on the green green grass :)

Candid? LOLS!

It came to the last night in Saujana Asahan. We had a performance night that day. The three groups of our class tried our best to perform the best. Three groups are performing a drama. I am the narrator for our group. It was a romatic comedy and it was damn funny! Thanks to the group members who cracked our brain to think over it. :)

Having Duriansss after the performance!!! It was my first time eating durians with friends. We love durians and we are durian kaki :P

Last day in Asahan. The same senaman schedule but I dont have to run due to the stupid leg which can get terseliuh so easily. It is painful! :( Thanks to Peh Yee, it recovered fast due to your massaging. :) We then had the indoor games. After the Majlis Refleksi and a simple closing ceremony, we took the bus to back maktab.

Bye-bye to Asahan. :)

It is a nice and memorable trip. I enjoyed myself in every single activities. I hope there are more programme like this coming. BIG BIG BIG next sem!!! :D

I bite!!! ><###

2011-07-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

TMD!!! I never want to scold rude words but I am freaking damn keen to scold all four letters words at this moment. I am not sad now, but I couldnt stop the tears running. I am so irritated! I am so tired and still I have to do all those damn jobs for nothing, no praising, no gifts, nothing. We are in the same group but why some of us are the one who have to crack our brain to come up with something while some of them just doing nothing like none of their business. I am not complaining anything or feel bad to do something, I am not! But just kinda annoyed by attitude of some people. Damn it!!

And I know I am bad. I am lousy. I am nobody. I am just a ugly girl with stupid brain. I am a driver with terrible driving skill. I dont know how to refuse and reject the works given to me. I dont know how to tell others I am fed up of the unpleasant speech from them. I know they are kidding but... I am a serious person and I used to take things seriously. I am mean I know. What are words if you really dont mean it when you said it? If you dont mean it, please dont let it out from your mouth coz there is really something that will make people hurt deeply when you thought it is just merely joke. Enough of everything. I am not somebody that you think of when you need me and abandon after using. Please respect. I am not a crown that you use to have fun from me and I am not the rubbish damp that you can throw what the jobs you dont want to me. I am freaking fed up!!!

*positive thinking positive thinking* Off to Asahan tomorrow, a new name, a new start. No more angry and sad due to people who never appreciate you. Let's smile :)

The second week in Sem 3

2011-07-04T23:11:00.010+08:00

Welcoming party for juniors on 29.6.2011 by Buddhist Association. :)
It was a fun night!!! I was not the AJK for this activity and was there to give moral support for my classmates who were incharged. There were lotsa fun games in that activity and I believe that those freshies enjoyed super much as every of them laughed at max and played so crazily.

Good friends~ ^^

Part of the girls in my class :)
Acting cute with Apple!! :P

We finally experienced orientating the new comers in the second study week in Sem 3. We were having hostel orientation and class orientation. Too bad we were not able to play every single of them this year coz the juniors are super lucky that they no need to request signature from every single seniors in our block like what we did last year. It is so damn unfair for us!! They just need to get signatures from 16 AJK in our block and yet, they had to re-do again! Sigh. I really salute myself that I was able to get signatures from 100+ seniors last year. Since my friends Sin Pin and Yee Xien are the AJK, we gathered in their room to grab the chance to meet those chinese juniors who just entering our block. They are quite fun to play with. But actually this game is tiring coz we the seniors seemed like making high ourselves and the juniors looked so cold and calm. LOL! Our class did orientate BC SK too. I understand that SPM result is nothing once you enter here, but their result were just terrible and I dont know why they could be 'proud of' their result. Swt -__-""

The second weekend here...we have to participate in the One Nation Running stuff. 1 Murid. 1 Sukan. 1 Malaysia. We woke up freaking early that morning, 5am and gathered at astaka at 6am!! My eyes could barely open and what I could only think of is sleep. The distance we ran wasnt really far and surely I did my walking. What for running so hard for nothing right? haha! After that, we got our gotong-royong. Our class was asked to clean up the Gerko room. The dirt there made me 'Ah-chiu ah-chiu' non stop again. We did lotsa camwhore after cleaning up! :)

with Ah Ngor after tidy up those flag. :)

Girls in cool style LOL

Promoting the mineral water? XD

With my friendssss :)

With sampat Yee Ching. :P

Pattern pattern.. Muahaha!

Mice looks!

We can be normal too! :)

This is how a day called. End up with super tired and sleepy mode. Fall asleep when I went facial in the afternoon and had my terrible sleep from 8pm to 9am the next day. OMGOSH!!!

Will be going to Asahan on the coming Wednesday. Will have my first try on flying fox, abseiling as well as jungle trekking. I feel scare and nervous when think of it but still I am quite looking forward the trip. God bless everything gonna be alright. -/\-

P/S: Change to a new name 婧婵. Still not used to it and miss the old name :( Anyway, I love this new name too! It sounded more gentle and demure than the previous one which seemed to be super rational and cold name, huh? Get a new name, get a new start, get a better life! Pray hard :D

PP/S: Busy discussing 'The Next Trip'. From one trip extend to two trips. Hopefully everything goes well and smoothly so that we could have another sweet memories together. Cant wait to meet every of you!!! I want to visit Malacca, Cameron Highlands and Pulau Tioman yo! The coming holidays all had been fully arranged. Cant wait for it~~~ Cheers!!! ^^ 12 study weeks more

Another memorable 2 days trip :D

2011-06-26T17:25:00.036+08:00

Date: 25 - 26.6.2011
Venue: Melicious cafe, Rockstar City, Sanga cafe @Muar, BP Mall @BP.
Participants: jC, Jasmin babe, Atlantis aka Happy Ong. :)
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Well, school had been started for 1 week and I still got another trip! Yay! This trip was planned during the previous one, just because Kai Xin and I wanna see Anthony Neely on 26 June in Bp Mall. So Kai Xin coming over Muar one day before. And we owned another fun trip and memories together!
First of all, we visited the Hari Koperasi in my secondary school. Omg!! When I just stepped on the basketball court where the stalls were set up, many of my old good friends came to me and asked me to support them. Thought all the form 6 students would be operating the same stall, who knows they're all seperated and so I had to support many stalls. Too bad I couldnt meet my bestie THC there :( I miss her super much Aww... But still, I met Ah Pig who asked me to buy coke float, Sze Wen - fruits , Covin & Ling Lee - Cocktail Juice, Yiling - Mee Siput & Keropok, etc. Super blur there @@. And also Apek, Sze Ken, lovely Xiao Hai, Dearest Mommy Shu Jie, taekwondo miss Susan...... It was nice to back to school! How much I wish I could still studying with them T__T
Fetched Jasmin babe after it and back home to play iPad Fruit Ninja. No matter how hard we tried, we still couldnt beat Happy up! He is just too geng in this game and had his highest score 94 that day. Made us feel so pek cek Aiks!!!
After it, we had our lunch in Melicious cafe. I was first time there. It is quite unique coz it looked like an old house physically that you couldnt hardly figure out it is actually a cafe inside. Camwhore lots and lots beside eating :P

Nice lightning effect that make me looked so whitish Whee ^^

*Just admit that you are dark, Happy Ong :P *

*Superd like this photo* Looks so nice! Muahaha xD

Acting cute while Happy went toilet :P

The piece of photo that he owed me since last trip. Acting CUTE!!

*Natural lar natural* HAHA XD

What to do the next? I got no idea at all coz I really brought them to all places that can be visited in Muar last 2 weeks. So we went Rockstar City to sing K. WE LOVE SING K!!! :D

F.I.R's Songs are MUST coz Happy is a super FIR fans!! But fir's songs really made my throat painful! LOL~

Camwhore in washroom.

non stop camwhoring and I LOVE this piece the Most! :)

Jas and Happy.

Jas and I *Love*

Happy and I (:
:P :P :P

It was dinner time!! We went to Sanga bistro for steamboat. We took so damn lotsa foods in the beginning and it brings us nightmare. We could hardly finish it at last and forced to squeeze all the taken food into the stomach so that we wont be fined. This taught us that we have to think wisely and take little by little to avoid food wasting. HAHA!

FOODS all over the table.

Grilling and steamboat :)

Before and After again. lol

Busy eating..... while I was busy taking photo. Haha!

Grilling.....an egg? We felt damn full ady when there were still lotsa ingredients in the pot. Gosh!!

Finally we finished all the taken food. We just took one round and it had already made us full like hell, barely walk, gonna vomit XD Terrible nightmare omg! We then went to Tanjung Emas to walk so that the food could be digested faster. Happy got a FIR guitar keychain there. We designed it ourselves. It is nice! :) Though we had already full like crazy, Happy still keen to the satay which is in the warong nearby Jasmin's house. So we got our supper there. I ate one of it only jusr ro try the taste. Wondering what make Happy's stomach to squeeze 7 more of it~~ haha x)

My stomach was so so uncomfortable these two days. I think this is because I ate oily food again. Char Kuey Tiaw on Friday and Grilling. Hope my stomach can be all right soon or else it will be a big suffering for me after I ate delicious food outside :X

Slept at nearly three due to photo uploading stuff and woke up at eight for breakfast! It killed! I was super duper tired and lazy to wake up in the morning. Heading to BP at 10am to see ANTHONY NEELY!!!!!!

Crazy huh??? So many people squeezing just to see Anthony him. Met lotsa seniors there. Happy and I among the people :) Suffocating for air. My legs were so painful after standing for 2 hours. Anthony was late by 30 mins. *Eyebags!! :(*

Before the show started, Happy and I went for shopping. He is the one who shop actually since I got nothing to hunt also. Haha! Since we couldnt take photo with the real Anthony, so we take photo with his poster. LOL~

Anthony Neely!!! :D

He is really handsome and gorgeous! With a sharp nose and captivating eyes and great skin condition and muscular bodyshape. He is just HOT!!! And many of the singers got no actual strength actually, but not for him. His vocal is amazing!! He sang like what we heard in CD and he sang on spot which many of the nowadays singers not dare to do. But anyhow, I was not really crazy for him. I didnt get really excited and exhilarated after meet him face to face. Abit lar but not really crazy. I feel He is just like any of us, a normal person. Celebrities are always same like us, we can admire but shouldnt be over crazy towards them. Sound mature? lol. Anyway, still a nice experience to meet star face to face and he is really a good singer. :)

Say bye bye to Happy...... :( Dont know when will be the next time all of us meeting each other again. The same words: Friendship Forever!!! Distance makes the heart grow fonder. And I really do feel that we will be meeting each other soon, for sure! Aww...Hope 'The Next Trip' will success so that I can visit other states and meet every of you again. You guys are always badly missed! *LOVE*

Be positive!! :)

2011-06-21T23:23:00.003+08:00

I know I have to be my own. I have to learn to be more independent. I couldn't complain everything to my friends coz they got no responsibility to help me in solving all the problems. I know I gotta to be on my own. I believe I can slowly used to it and do it pretty well. Yes, good girl, you had turned to big girl, and you gonna be great enough to encounter every problems! I have to forget all the unpleasant things and only look at the good side. Nobody own you anythings and you have no right to ask everybody to treat you nicely. But you got the right to treat people nicely before they treat you well. Positive thinking, yea be positive be tough! :)

I can't wait to go back home this week and meet Jasmin babe and Happy!!! :D

Kick you off, brand new semester :)

2011-06-19T20:20:00.002+08:00

Well, it is a brand new start. Semester 3!!
Time flies. I would start my sem three tomorrow. I had been here for one year! What a surprise O.o
I had no big big expectation like I used to harbour in the previous semester and I dunno why. I think I have to force myself to have some target for this sem so that I will work hard but not keep on deteriorating. I hope I could lessen my time on drama and use those time more benificially. I hope I could use the time to read, read more English novels and essays. My English sucks since I get here. I must improve it as don't want to die in my muet test :X
Yea, my target this sem is to lessen my time on drama and read English novels! And finish every single assignments in time, no burning midnight oil to rush for it. Not to forget, grab every precious moment to do own revision. Be brave, be more confidence, be more sociable, be more mature and lessen the crying time.
Semester 3, kick you off!!!!!
All the best to me :)

回校后有感 =D

2011-06-17T12:33:00.001+08:00

今天回校拿SPM cert。本来没想找他们的，但刚巧碰到下课时间，就和大家聊了下。好开心遇见猪头涵静，猪尾巴10，淑洁妈咪，Dear dear阿猪，Apek，Ling lee，Covin，Sze Wen，梁老师，Madame Khoo etc。好开心！见到老朋友的感觉就是永远那么地爽！虽然平常没什么见面联络，但老朋友不管多就没见面始终噼里啪啦说个没完。涵静特意牺牲下课时间陪我说话，虽然只有10几分钟，我都好开心。好想念以前每天在一起八卦发神经的时候哦~555。要加油哦，STPM！ *如果现在还能一起上课就好了:(* 涵静和妈咪说我瘦了，好兴奋！还有静是第一个发现我皮肤变好的，不愧是好朋友~ 身边有你们好开心。
剩两天开学了，想到身边有这么多默默关心我的朋友，我会更加油的！不会再因为眼前的孤单而难过了，因为背后有你们！一起加油哦！爱你们~~~ =P

这两天在想什么？

2011-06-16T19:58:00.003+08:00

The pressie given by my lovely friends.

The doggie and bear bear piggy bank are so CUTIE!! xD

解铃还须系铃人。现在看到某些emo的文章，我再也不会有同感，再也不会因此而伤心了，我终于痊愈了。我也终于把一年的秘密告诉了姑姑，觉得自己好勇敢。我觉得自己算是大方的了，我没有显示出尴尬，仍是有说有笑的，和他们仍是好朋友。之前好担心自己会不自在，但我很开心自己办到了。我知道一开始可能他们会不好意思，眼角轻轻扫过，手就松开了，其实并不需要，因为我不以为然。我笑，我说话，只是想让别人知道一个人我也可以过得很好很好！好朋友，一辈子哦~^0^

这几天又恢复了之前那种安静的日子。不同的是心里少了份期待了。愿望完成了或许心底就会平静许多。就快要开学了，好讨厌哦~又要回去面对许多不想面对的课业，人事。总是和朋友抱怨学校的人际关系，总觉得自己是一个人。看到某个朋友的留言好感动~“不要觉得自己是一个人，除非你觉得我们不是人”。或许吧，人的先入为主的思想会让我们对之后的观点都不一样。加油，新的学期，我和大家的感情一定会在更好的！另一个朋友也说道如果我的同班是某某某，我一定就不会抗拒开学了。我想如果是，我一定会讨厌假期，哈哈~可惜永远都不可能。还有一个朋友也说如果有问题都可以告诉他们，他们不在我身边，我要更加学会照顾自己。我真的好感动！虽然你们不在我身边，但你们是我背后的动力，我会加油的！希望我们大伙儿仍会见面，一年一次都好，好么？不要让这种难得的缘分就随着距离而断了。

26号26号！哈哈~

心中仍有好多话，好多感动，却无法用言语表达。或许我真的多愁善感吧？不！是感情丰富... :P 越长大越爱哭。怎么办？其实那天没有想要哭的。真的没有。想用平常心面对离别，但你们所作的令我太感动了。You guys never fail to make me cry, again and again. 不要对我好可以么？这样我会被宠坏因为不是每个朋友都像你们一样真心对我。再一次弄哭我就不和你们好了~~~555 :")

仍然相信只要不对不起别人，别人就不会对不起我们。希望这个相信不会破灭。*正面思想正面思想* lalala~

Memorable trip with lovely KMPP friends!!! :D

2011-06-14T21:56:00.027+08:00

Date: 11-14 June 2011

Places: Muar - BP - Malacca

Members: jC, Jasmin, Happy, Pow, Si Yuan, Yun Ying, Zhi Liang, Woon Yee :)

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Well, everybody know I had been waiting for our gathering for ages, since I left matric. And finally, we can successfully meet each other!! It was really difficult to discuss everything in facebook especially the date and who gonna join us. I once dreamt about they wouldnt come as promised and I was in bad mood that day. LOL. Even the day before the trip, I still wondering whether they would come or not. I am just too looking forward and I scared I might be disappointed.
On 10th, Happy followed me back to Muar from Pontian after the calligraphy camp there. I was surprised when I saw him in bus station! Coz we hadnt meet for 1 year. At first we were quite strange to each other, but after a while we chatted alot throughout the 2 and half hours in the bus. His laughing still the same special and familiar. Hahaha xD

The next morning, Jasmin, Happy and I went for dim-sum breakfast. Min babe and I then cooked sweet patatoes while waiting for the others from Sweremban. Erm, to be honest, I still prefer sweet patatoes soup more :P
Everybody reached in my lovely hometown. We started our journey from town area. Eating my favourite Char-Kueh-Tiaw in foodcourt and visiting Tham-Jiak-Kueh (Ave. 4). Too bad I couldnt eat there coz my stomach was so fulled and uncomfortable. :( We then strolling in Wetex Parade. Min babe and I was so damn bored there as we often strolling there, so we found some place to rest our legs. We did lotsa camwhore at Daily Fresh.

Muahaha, acting cute xP

We then went to Tanjung Emas for monkeys, eating rojak and ice kacang, playing and boat. :) We were so childish and played the playground facilities and took lotsa stupid posy picha. I felt happy when saw my friends enjoyed in playing. Si Yuan and Ah Pow even played the kite I borrowed from my secondary junior. It was fun!! Whee~

with Ying :)

Funny posing suggested by auntie Woon Yee. *Burst out laughing*
XD
My lovely friends
-Thanks mei mei help us take photo-

A group of childish graduatees from KMPP. Wakaka xD

Peace ^^

Happy pattern alot!!! xD

Unforgettable memories among us. Miss you guys!

Awaiting for the coming of the boat. We were taking boat to look around the Muar river.

At the jetty side.

The view. :)

On the boat, the wind was so strong, made our hair so messy!

Happy is acting cute again. lol
Kiss kiss :P *Blush*
My best girl friends :)

The boat travelled for around 40 mins and the sky darken without realising. Happy hours flew fast and that always made me sad. We then going to Sabak Aur for the ikan bakar dinner, but too bad it didnt operate these few days. I felt sorry for my friends coz I am not familiar about how to go and drive them to so far and couldnt eat it at last. I am not a good tour guide. I am so blur and my driving skill is terrible sometimes. I felt bad and disappointed about myself for not didnt entertain them well enough. :(

At last, we went for Asam fish. Meet auntie Mary and Mr. Ooi there, what a surprise! After it, we went back home for a rest. It was fun to see Pow dying hair using Liese. I never dye my hair before, thats why I found it special! Nowadays, boys are more addicted in making themselves more good looking than girls. A good try. haha!! *I wanna dye my hair too* I was shocked the second time I went upstair where they stayed, coz the head of these three guys were fulled of Liese bubbles!! At night we went Sanga cafe for supper and the day ended.

Slept at 2am and woke up at 7am killed! My eyes could hardly open @@ I felt so sleepy and feel like cancelling the trip. LOL. We went for breakfast at Jit Fat Chicken Rice Shop. It is a must-go-shop everytime my friends from out station visiting. We then rushed to bus station, took a 9.45am ding-dong bus to BP. The bus kept stopping, made me very fed up and dizzy. Aiks!!

Camwhoring in bus :)

Reach BP at 11 sth. Took Causeway link to BP Mall. I was again sad on myself coz I forgot to buy the ticket back to Muar. How could I make this stupid mistake? Ish! I was so worry. :( Special Thanks to Desmond!!!!!! Luckily he saw my message in time and willing to help to buy the bus ticket and sent it to me at Summit Parade. A big thank you xD
We went for Shilin for our lunch and I had my Oo Wa Mee Sua. It is quite a nice one. Then, we watched 'SUPER 8' !! The story flows not very logically but the effect is cool enough. I personally like the scene when the train turned over and exploded. It was a thrilling movie :D

Outside the theater :]

We met Evelynn Teo in BP Mall. We then took bus again to Summit Parade. Mee Hoon Kueh for hightea? haha. This was the first time I ate Tomyam mee hoon kueh, it was so spicy :X They went for shopping while Min babe and I strolled aimlessly there. Bored!!

Finally reached home at 9sth and daddy bought us supper. I love the Fried Sweet Patatoes and fried sotong the Most! I heard Pow got sore throat after eating, so pity. LOL. We watched a Hong Kong movie named Big Husband while eating. This movie was so damn funny with the topic should the ladies having guys outside while their husbands betray them. I wondered how those guys feel after watched this drama? :P

The next morning, we were heading to Malacca. This was the last day for our trip, except Happy who was going to stay back. I started to emo but I hide my feelings. I still enjoyed myself in every second be with them. We tried lotsa snacks and sweets in the local shop in Dataran Pahlawan while waiting for Zhi Liang.

Photo session :)

We then had our lunch at Wong Kok Cha Chan Teng. I had my rice with soup. It is super nice coz I really love tonic soup! x) Again, shopping time. And again, Jasmin and I was going to shop aimlessly. So we did lotsa stupid activities on our own. We went for K-box, Gift shop, Gaming station to take photo.

Camwhoring in toilet is a must for girls :P

Nah, the narcissism girls. :D

After that, we got the layer cake in Nadeje! Jasmin and I shared the Banana Chocolate cake. All of my friends said this cake is super special and yummy. ^^

The cake :)
Camwhore with Ying :)

Zhi Liang, Kai Xin and Ah Pow.

Candid shot!

After the High Tea session, we went to A Famosa which is just opposite with Dataran Pahlawan.

*全家福*

I love our brilliat and cheerful smile!! :D

Candid shot again. The shadow. :)

Thanks to Zhi Liang's dad who fetch us from DP to Satay Celup!

Friendship Forever my friends!! Hope we will be meeting each other again. ^^

I was really shocked and surprised by the doggie given by Happy, Pow and Zhi Liang. I seriously dont know they will give me this sweet present! I did nothing and just treated them in Muar and I think this is what I should do. They were just too courteous. I feel touched and excited enough when they really realise their promise to visit me, this is the biggest gift for me! I really hope they will never forget me because I really appreciate them alot though I was just living with them for 1 month. They made me shed a tear in the satay celup shop, so embarrasing! :S And also thanks to Si Yuan and Yunying for giving me the bear bear piggy bank!! It is so cute and I like it so much. I will save many many money and treat you guys again next time. Make sure the next time dont be so ke-qi with me and return me money! This makes me feel bad. If you guys treat me as friend, dont mind so much coz this is fate that we know each other and I got the chance to treat you all. :)

Say bye bye to Zhi Liang~.~ Meet yea in Mlc or Muar next time :D

Left Happy at my home only. Luckily he is now become very friend with my brother. Together discuss the technique in playing 'Cut the rope'.

Aiks. It came to the last last day because Happy was going back Pontian too. The plan today was very loose. We both slept till 10am! Nice! Brought him to Yong Sheng local shop to buy biscuits and then Tham Jiak Kueh (Ave 4) for otak-otak. Since the time was still early, we went for snooker and sing K.

Posing again...

LOL XD My cute brother :P

K-time :) FIR song is a Must!!

And thanks Woon Yee to acc me :)

In bus station. Bye bye Happy. Hope to see you on 26th yea!! :)

The days came and passby. I back to home, face the same loneliness as before, going to pass my days regularly as usual. School will be start soon but I really dont want to go back. I still not really like there. Nobody can replace my wonderful matric friends, dont know why and I just love them more than the others. My aunts said this is what we called fate. The expectation and my hope which I had harboured for one year had finally done. I know it is time for me to start a new life. No more emo due to the past when I see they are in their own happiness. I personally satisfied with my behaviour coz I didnt show the awkwardness. I think it is a quite successful trip and it really left lotsa sweet memories for me, I hope they do, too. Still, I will be missing my friends. All the best in future studies and friendship forever are the most I could tell. I am just so glad to recognise every of them. Love yea :)

They are coming!!!

2011-06-06T20:49:00.003+08:00

This few days, I am high-spirited!!

The days are so relax and I can do whatever I like. Reading a novel, watching a drama, facebooking, playing my babe iPhone, self camwhoring, eating, sleeping, day-dreaming. Yea! I am totally in my holiday mood xD

As titled, who are coming?

KMPP friends are COMING!!! Yohoo :D

My looooong time no see friends, Si Yuan, Yunying, Happy, Pow, Zhi Liang are coming!!! *Too bad Nies and Cheow are not able to come :(*

I have been waiting for their visiting since I left. Nobody can understand this feeling of waiting, such suffering! Awww... I hope we could have a amazing journey. I can play my role as a good tour guide to introduce my beloved hometown to my lovely friends and wont let them down.

抱着重遇你们的期待活了一年，当这种期待来临又过去后，我之后的日子会怎样过呢？还有什么我能有所期待？呵呵

My Jb and Sg Trip 28-31 May :)

2011-05-31T20:27:00.010+08:00

I had been keep waiting for this day to come 3 weeks ago when my caligraphy teacher Mr Steven informed me that I am going to participate in this Singapore-Malaysia Caligraphy interflow exhibition and visiting Tan Swie Hian Musuem (the art gallery the the top artist in Sg) . I went to jb one day before and headed to Sg on 29.
The Singapore Calligrapher welcomed us with tangan terbuka and polite smile. It makes us so touched! This talk was about the development of calligraphy and arts in both lands. Well, to be frank, it was really lame and made me fallen in sleep when listening to it. Haha.

jC, Qian Hui, and Oh baby~ :D
3 of us with the art piece from my beloved calligraphy teacher - Mr Lau.

Ker Neng and me with another calligraphy teacher - Mr Steven Lim.

Camwhore with Ker Neng the little hangsome boy. Oh baby, jC and Ah Kang the humorous guy!

with Mr Steven.

Tang Tang.....the art works from calligrapher. Never forget to mention the left bottom art piece is written by a 12 years old boy. Cool! :)

Writing on spot.

We then bid a farewell with the Teo Chiew Association and going to Tan Swie Hian Musuem. *Excited*

On the way there. A super nice and colourful building :)

jC with the impressive art work :)

with Ah Kang and the calligraphy by Sun Yat Sen.

*Dont tell me you dont know who is he?*

Zhao Cai sis, Ker Neng bro and jC

Check it out!!

He is Tan Swie Hian. The owner of this museum. The artist who produced so many great pieces of drawing. The person who is well-known as Sg top artist. He is so generous coz he gifted us 5 books and offered us to visit this museum. I like him! He is handsome and polite as well :)

Part of his drawing. Just PART of it.

I like this drawing the most. I like the shadow below. A boy and a girl. Seemed like a simple yet romantic love huh? :)

The second floor of the musuem. The floor is designed with the calligraphy he wrote. It is really special design.

Forgot to upload another plaque is given by Sg president- Mr Nathan. Now can you imagine how cool is this artist? haha.

With my new friend-Ah Kang's gf!! She is my senior too. Graduatee from IPG Ipoh from opsyen Math and now teaching in SJKC Endau. :)

Mr Tan Swie Hian not only draws, he writes too. My calligraphy teacher said this work is amazing coz the line of the works is fulled with energy and the structure is good.

Everybody back to Jb after this while I am the only one staying in Sg alone. Going to visit my relative. I am overwhelemed with bravery today. I was in a strange new place where I had never been to there, yet I walked to the nearest MRT station and walked to my relative's house alone. The musuem is at Sims Avenue which is in between Paya Lebar and Ajunied. I walked to Ajunied MRT station, took the train and went to the area where my relative stay - Eunos. As I said, Sg is really a safe country. You no need to worry your safety when you are walking alone. Besides, the transportation there is super duper convenient. You can go to anywhere you want with MRT or buses only with the prasyarat you know chinese or english and the most important element, MONEY! Yoy can just thumb a drive for taxi once you found you are lost. I LOVE this country so much!!!!!!! After meet up with daddy and brothers in the Eunos foodcourt and had my dinner, we took mrt to Bedok to search for new casing for my newly bought iPhone. I bought a chilli-red leather casing with $15 and 3 plastic casing with $10. They are damn cheap! My legs were fucking painful after walking for kilometers, so that is the end of my happy day.

The next morning, we went to Sentosa Island. I was so refusing to go there coz I went there before. But my brothers were so keen to visit there. 2:1. I was losed, so I had to go. Somehow, we just strolled around there coz the entrance ticket is damn expensive and we were short in time, so we just expericed the cable car with $26/ person. GOSH! My face turned so 'smelly' and black because I found it is really not worthy

Inside the cable car.

Casino!!

Universal Studio!!! I am so tiny in size. Haha.

I am so keen to visit. Make sure I will visit it next time with friends.

$66-$72, saving money from now.

The camwhore technique isnt that bad :P

woah!!

The view of the Universal Studio taken from cable car.

Back.

After visiting Sentosa Island, we went for shopping. The shopping mall is so enormous and fulled with branded things. I was lost there and couldnt find my daddy. And my legs were super painful! So I was annoyed and decided to back to Eunos from there again. Luckily I found them back. WTH!!! xO I couldnt find the essay books that I want from the Kinokuniya bookshop there. So we took a taxi to Parkway mall and still it was to no avail. Wasted our $10++ taxi fees. Ish ish ish. We gave up and back to home.

We asked our relative and went to Paya Lebar to search for the presence of Popular. Now only I know that reference books are only sold in Popular, but only novels are sold in other bookshops like Kinokuniya and Page 1 bookshop. Damn it! My bro and I spent $95.18 in buying books - O level and A level essay books for my need in preparing Muet exam and O level vocabulary exercises, Add math exercise for my bro and a Cambridge Grammar of English dictionary for our own improvement. I hope I wont waste the money and could really put it some effort in reading them to save my deteriorating broken english. :(

Btw, I was so keen to buy english novels!!! I was getting so excited when I saw books! Just like a shopaholic lady saw clothes and shoes, but I had to control myself and stop myself from buying them coz I havent finish the House of Night series from yy after one year borrowed from her. The novels are really cheap compared to Malaysia, $15.90 each and it is really thick. Too bad I couldnt own them, feel sorry to myself. I promise you, I will immediately hunt all of you books once I finished my collections at home. :)

Chat with my lao gor until 11pm and went to sleep. We chatted alot about her history of being a 'Sim-pu-kia' when she was just 12, married to a stranger and came to Sg. We also chatted about parts of my grandpa's history and I shed a tear when thinking back of him. Miss you, ah gong........T_T

jC with lao gor. She really looks like my grandpa!!!

jC, brothers and lao gor.

We were leaving at 11am and I knew lao gor was extremely sad. She kept asking me to stay back but I rejected coz I was paiseh to disturb her. I found she is pity and lonely, she is so rich and her house is so huge, but her children and grandchildren are all not staying with her. She is living alone, taking care of herself alone, nobody to talk with. I wish lao gor can be in the best of health!! I got no more ah gong and she is just like my grandma, I hope I could have the chance to drive her visiting Muar or visiting her in Sg more, accompany her to chat more. I know she really sayang us and I sayang her too. Ah gong, please bless your sister always...

Back to Muar at 5pm.

The new clothes for my new toy iPhone baby :P
-END-

Last week in Semester 2 :D

2011-05-27T23:57:00.005+08:00

Time flies! After countdowning since 3 weeks ago, I had finally passed my semester 2!!

This week was such a big torturing for us! 3 days of non-stop examinations really drove us crazy! I was not only fed up in revising loads of books and files of ppt notes, but I get really annoyed by seeing people's selfishness! It pukes :( It is normal not to share your whatever notes and tips with your hi-and-bye classmates, but it is really irritating when you hide your tips from your roomies or your gang of friends! I couldnt understand how come people are so selfish. We're not trying to take advantages from others you see, but it is kinda helping and sharing among friends. I dont understand why they still hiding so much since we are no more secondary school student, we're not going to compete for the No1, we are studying for our own CGPA. lol. And I will be preferable if you dont mention anything after exam if you hide so much before it. For example, 'hey, you know the paper just now is same with the tips from my ipg friends', 'Walao A, the questions are same with what I studied yesterday based on xxx's notes leh!' and so on. We wont blame you because we will kindly think that you dont know anything. If you wanna be an evil people, do it completely.

Anyway, I had really put in enough effort this time. Really memo as much as I could. Thanks Kexin and Peh Yee to study and revise with me. This is my very first time revising with others and I found we could memorize better after discussing. Hope we could study for the exam in the following semester. :)

Studying with Kexin until 2.30am at the staircase. Coz both of our roomates had went to sleep and we feel bad to disturb them. It is pretty cool experience, seemed so kiasu~~haha! xD

Kexin with my roomie. Taking photo coz kexin the bp girl scared she might not be staying in dorm with us anymore. I shed a tear because of her leaving :"( I was shocked by my tears too. Never think I had already love each of them as I always feel that I am abandoned and dont have my own gang. Luckily she no need to move since the hostel is just enough for the coming juniors. God bless! *Junior, welcome! I am so so looking forward for the hostel orientation sessions. And sampat girls like us even demo for the situation! HAHA xD

Drinking the tea I made myself in a lazy and sleepy morning, studying lame KS notes! Tea + Porridge is LOVE recently!!! I ate porridge for weeks and I still love it so much.

The outcome of studying non-stop = insane!! xD

After weeks of struggling life in trapped in dorm, my exam was finally going to the end. I really glad that the exam is over and I'm alive. We cleaned up and packed the room after the exam. After that we immediately went for hangout at 2pm!! We went for sing K at Dreamworld. It is really cheap with matric card along. I sang too hard until my throat so husky that my voice sounded like the singaporean singer - Ah Du. :D

After that we went to Summit Parade for the Mi Hoon Kueh. I dunno whats so special with it coz most of my friends, especially the Penang girls love it so much!! Back to dorm at 8sth, continue with packing stuff. At night, 7 of the girls gathered in Kexin's room to chit-chat. It is fun! We demo the situation to orientate our juniors. I am so so looking foward it! *Bad senior*

My luggage!!! :O

Bye, 05-221~ See you next sem :)

Exam comes, exam goes

2011-05-19T22:58:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of my examination. The first paper I was taking this morning was Chinese Paper 1. I really tried my best to study and revise all the lecturer notes given. I had studied all of them for at least twice. And yesterday I slept at 2 something *due to recent terrible insomniac* and woke up at 5.30am to continue my Final revision. It made me so uncomfortable. I recall back of my spirit during SPM and the unforgettable study experience before it. When I was answering my exam paper this morning, I felt like vomitting and I was so dizzy. God bless~ I was able to answer the questions. Overall it was considered as not too bad. I am praying for good result now as I had really put in lotsa effort in it. -/\-

I never think of I was able to memorise all the story plot of the novel 'Journey to the West' and all the writing technique of the Modern Lit before this and I made it! Well, I will try not to over concern about the outcome, knowledges and experiences gained are much much important than the final result. No matter what, I had learnt really Much of knowledge through my Semester 2. Still, praying.........

PS;

Gratz to my matric friends who get 4.0! Really proud of you guys! Miss you guys badly! :D

PPS:

真的不想那么多了，可是为什么看到某些东西，心里还是些许在意？为什么每当脑子对你的一切渐渐淡忘时总是又有新的心情跑出来牵绊我？是我~我知道是自己太脆弱太重感情~说好是朋友但我知道永远也回不去我们最初相识那种单纯的感觉了，心中始终有疙瘩。但或许我也该庆幸仍剩下的友谊吧？就算是冷漠简短，总好过一片沉默。我一定会让你们看到最开朗的我，比以往比平常还要开心灿烂自信的笑容，不在乎的潇洒，就算只是面对你们的时候扮出来的都好，都得扮出来！一年了，十九年了，我仍是一个人。一个人也可以活得很快乐，更自由！:)

simple post :)

2011-05-14T19:58:00.004+08:00

今天和ah mate煮了咸蛋粥。
原本打算煮皮蛋粥 *兴致勃勃的说*，谁知两个傻妞傻傻地把皮蛋买成了咸蛋。不能怪我啦，谁叫它外头没写好，我们就买了裹着黑黑泥的蛋。当敲开蛋壳的那一刹那才发现买错了，还错到离谱！！！
手忙脚乱后的成果~还不错。只是好咸好够味呀！说好了是咸蛋，我们还加了2匙盐，2匙味精，不咸死才怪~但真的好好吃！yum yum。最近也不知怎的好爱吃粥哦，配上mommy的江鱼仔和特制辣椒真是一级棒的说！

成品！x)

I *LOVE* Withery!! Though I had promised myself dont drink this too much, I still couldnt make it. I dont know what's so tasty about it, but I just Addicted to it!! :P

这几晚都失眠，不知怎么搞的。明明连午觉都没睡了哦，明明逼自己读书到很夜了也，始终无法入睡。一躺上床就精神了。买了牛奶来喝想说会好睡些，结果……一样失眠！啊！得吞安眠药了瓜~~~T_T

PS:明天出新电话了！iPhone 4~终于到手了。不用再和豆豆借来玩~呼呼，好开心！谢谢妈咪, Love you!^3^ 但还是得等12天后假期回家才能拿到手~漫长啊…考试快快过吧，我受不了这种担心受怕的日子了。好想快点恢复自由身，见到我的朋友们！ :D
自信心快回来吧!很怕自己fail掉，看到考题lag掉。H-e-l-p! 阿弥陀佛~

读书去，ta-daa:((

First time outing with roomie :D

2011-05-14T18:32:00.013+08:00

It had been nearly one year I am here and this is my FIRST time hanging out with my roomate - Miss Han Yin. We hangout @ BP Mall to buy some necessary things as both of us not going back home in this three week before holidays. We're so pity and both of us actually miss home damn much. We even dreamt about our sweet home the night before this outing. HAHA!!

Here we are, the market @ BP Mall.

We bought lotsa food for storing :P I bought lotsa veggies like cucumber, tomatoes, sweet potatoes and also eggs, milk powder, biscuits, so and so. :) And when we came to the payment counter only realised that today is Saturday, The day with no plastic bags given!!! Gosh :O Luckily I brought bag there. If not I really dont know how am I going to take my things away. LOL!

After that we went for our lunch at Pizza Hut. We planned to order a heart-shaped pizza at the first but the pizza is for mother's day, so we changed to order a normal set for 2 persons. Both of us were so fully filled after the chicken soup and garlic bread. Thus, I took away 2 slices of pizza left for my dinner.

Camwhoring is a Must!! YAY! We got our 6th, 7th, 8th picha together dy *HAPPY* :D

Sometimes, I find our smile looked alike? Cheese~ :)

I *LOVE* this photo the Most!!!

Coz my roomie's smile is super radiant and I looked quite candid. ^0^

Having our Hawaiian Chicken. Yummy!!

*I planned to give her a small surprise that I am posting our hangout today, but Too bad my mate knew I am typing blog right now when I am asking her the type of pizza we were having at noon. :(*

We back to dorm before 1pm. I was surprised that we could back to hostel so fast. Hope we could have another hangout soon yea!! We havent watch movie and sing K together yet :(

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PS; MEALS IN A WEEK!

We only have 3 lessons this week (Tutorial class and 2 chinese classes), so I have plenty of time to cook. (Study actually, Zzz) I cooked fried rice again 'coz my mate said it is pretty nice. I made sweet patatoes soup coz I wanted to have it so much and also porridges for the first time. I'm so happy!!! :D

No more rational pls!

2011-05-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

My over rational had caused me lost a lot of things.
Because of my rationality, I left Matric. I wanted to be with them at there so much last time, but I know entering teaching college will make my future a more secure one and make my family happier. So I am here now, leading a secure but not-really-enjoyable life.
Because of my rationality, I rejected who I love last year. If I am brave enough and don’t think too much, we may be together. Even our relationship might not last long, but at least we had given each other a try.
Because of my rationality, I refused to go back home this week. Actually I miss home and my mummy so much!! But I know I won’t study at home, so I rather stuck myself in hostel.
Because of my rationality, I know what is the best for me. I know I have to study when exam is coming. I don’t like study and I don’t like compete with others. But I know study can make me score better, so I have to force myself in doing so.
Because of my rationality, I refuse to accept the iPhone given by mummy. I am so keen to that actually, but I know it is expensive and I am having my ww995 now, so I rejected her offer. I have to control my mind to stop dreaming of it.
See? I am such a rational girl! Some of my friends feel I’m cool enough because I can control my mind especially the ability of forcing my playful mind into study mode even I don’t like it. But, this rationality really drives me crazy. It may really make my life a beneficial one, but it is really not enjoyable as I have to force myself to do every single thing that I don’t even like. It is suffering! I hope I could stop being such a rational girl. :(

:D

2011-05-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

Two more weeks to holidays!!! I am getting so excited and couldnt wait for even a second! *Still have to wait laaaar :(* Too bad. You know why? First of all, I can finally go to Singapore again. Though I go there quite often, the expectation is still there. I could visit the art gallery of Chen Rui Xian and I feel proud of it. And after that I can go my relative's house by my own. Hopefully I could meet up with yy and Karyne there. :)
Secondly, I could go for another calligraphy course in Pontian.
Thirdly and the one I am most looking forward is I can meet the guys I miss the Most!!! Tangent, Yunying, Jefferey, Happy and perhaps Cheow, Polim, Ewen and more more more. And also my besties AuntieWoonYee, DearCaroline, secondary fellas. I really couldnt wait to meet you all.....Argh!!! I had been waiting for their visiting and always look forward it since I left. I just too love every of them and they will never know how much I miss them until my dear complained and get jealous about it. :P I plan to bring my matric friends to visit my lovely hometown and try out all the delicious foods in Muar. *Dont disappoint me and say dont want to come at last pls, I am scared.* Happy happy!
Happy knowing each others for one year dy! Happy anniversary yea :D 9th of May, the day I went for KMPP and I will never forget.

PS: Happy Birthday to Yee Xien!!! All the Best in studies and stay sweet with Jx senior :)

bla bla bla ...

2011-05-05T23:23:00.004+08:00

I am so bored right now!! My roomie and friends all went back as there are no lecturers tomorrow. Well, I actually did enjoy myself to be alone. But nobody to talk with is quite sad also :( What I could do is just online and doing my revision. I am so addicted to iPhone, I couldnt control myself to stop pressing the phone once five minutes. Aiks! *daddy, I want to have one too!!*
Exam is coming soon. 19th for Bc1 paper, 24, 25, 26 for Ks Pj and Bc2 papers. Gosh!! I havent touch my Pj and dont even know what it is all about. I had read most part fot my tedious Chinese but keep on forgetting. I tried to make myself falling love with all the old days poems. Pls the facts I had hardly memorise dont run away from my brain, at least stay after I finish sitting for the exam. And the exam days are all being squeezed in a week. I bet I would have three restless night during exam week. God bless me PLS! But once I think of we will finish our exam on Thursday and go for singing, my mood get better. Hope the Free day will be coming soon. All studies and no play make Jack a dull boy Ish -__-#
It had been a day I didnt receive your message. I am waiting but would you send me one?
LoL xD

happy (:

2011-05-03T00:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday hangout with min babe and wen babe. It had been at least half year since I last met them. We chat alot about kmpp. I couldnt cheat myself that I am still missing the life there and all my friends badly!! Min said if I never leave there, the story would definitely a totally different one. My babes would still be in the same gang with those guys but not as unfamiliar as now. I think maybe my F4 would be the best and closest kuliah. Maybe I would be happier. Maybe I will no more available. There is lotsa of maybe, but for sure I will be in a holiday now!! I never regret my choice if I think rationally. It really brings me benifit. Recall of what Jefferry mentioned in the letter he gave me, God has given me the chance to realise my dream but at the same time He rob the time to be with them. He is fair and I shouldnt complain. What I should do now is just study well for final and pray for the chance to meet them during my holidays. (:
Happy skype with Woonyee. The feeling of studying with besties have back, like Form four time. I am so happy! xD
I am happy because I get the dvd of kmpp cny concert. I am proud of they had been doing and touched by the performance! My friends are awesome! A big thank you to Teddy and Wen babe for handing me it ^^
Three more weeks to holidays ;)

2011-04-29T17:36:00.001+08:00

有一个朋友听了我的身世，觉得我有些可怜，觉得也难怪我那么坚强那么独立。其实我并不可怜，一点也不！我的家庭不完整是因为我从小就没有母爱，但我很满足，我也不需要母爱，我有的是一箩来自姑姑的爱。是她们从小循循善诱地教导、不惜资本地栽培、劳心劳力地养育我。她们爱我，我爱她们。哪首儿歌唱道没有母亲的小孩会像杂草？我可活得好好的。我从来不因为没有母爱而自卑。小的时候会讨厌母亲这号人物，会避讳朋友在我面前提起“妈妈”两字。现在长大了明白了这只是所谓的无缘，朋友说妈妈，我说姑姑，不也一样么？都是抚育我们长大的伟大人物啊！
还有，我不坚强，我不独立。我只是个爱哭的孩子。我的骄傲只是为了武装心中那个懦弱的本色，不想轻易被看穿。
对我而言，3个姑姑就是我的再生妈妈。我得到的爱是3倍的。我爱你们。么么~

Another hangout with BC2

2011-04-29T16:13:00.005+08:00

Though I promised myself no more hangout in BP before exam, still I hangout with my classmates yesterday to celebrate Ker Sing's oncoming 19th birthday. We hangout after the PJA lesson ended. Not to forget, we played kites, eagle catches chickens and slippers game during PJA lessons. They're fun!! :D

Again, we hangout in BP Mall and we had pizza as our dinner together. Our another class picha!!
Camwhoring session while waiting the coming of pizza...

The birthday girl - Ker Sing!

Then, Yee Xien, Sin Pin and me grabbed the last day of Sushi King RM2 Bozana promotion and had it!! You can know how much I addicted to sushi as this was my second time throughout the 4 days promotion period. I had 6 plates of sushi this time.

Sushi is Love. :)

All my favourite sushi and a MUST to have it everytime. I had them 2 plates each. Ha :P

Well, I still couldnt break my record last year which was 8 plates. After I satisfied with 6 plates sushi, we Ran back to pizza hut to have our set pizza which was ordered earlier. Salute to my big big stomach which could fill in 6 plates of sushi and 1 piece of pizza at once. *My friends' records were 14 plates sushi for guys and 13 plates sushi for girls* O.o

We continued to snap for more pichas after we finished our meal.With Yee Ching. Sometimes, she could be as serious and normal as this *Photo above*

But, MOST of the times, she is super crazy and her hobby is molesting us. :S

Her exaggerating emotion below xD

Pizza hut balloon given to Peh Yee by her handsome pizza waiter *I totally dont think that malay guy is good looking @@*

Ker Sing is the one holding the camera to take photo with me, but this is the outcome. She disappeared!! We bursted out laughing when see this photo. LOL!

Good take with Sing. Suan suan kacau punye xP

With Sin Pin :)

Back to college at 8pm, considered not very late. Thanks Dr. Chong for kindly give us tumpang his car from gate to dorm. We save lotsa walking steps. Luckily I bathed immediately after I back. There was no more water supply around 9pm. Terrible!! Life without water supply sucks man!

At night, we gave the gift to Ker Sing. I could feel she is touched by the card and gift - The ugly Barnie. Haha x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Girl!!! Dont ever look down at yourself anymore. Your height and beauty are what we keen so much but will never get. But, good result is what you can achieve if you put in more effort. Be more confidence and sure you can do it well. Gambateh together lo!! Muacks.... \^0^/

感触

2011-04-27T20:11:00.001+08:00

有一个男生被一个女生拒绝后，在短短半年的时间吧？喜欢了另一个女孩儿。在一起了。好熟悉的故事。但，这次发生在我朋友身上。我很有感触。为什么总是有这种事情发生？又是谁的错？男生错在不该喜欢上女生。女生错在不应该拒绝男生才来后悔。也可能两方都没有错因为爱情本来就没有错。这就是永远遗憾的故事。但，我觉得更加遗憾的是，他们彼此少了一个朋友，一个曾经熟悉的陌生人。现在他们不能说话，就算想继续当朋友也会尴尬，就算想关心也没有立场，就算只是见到面都想躲避。人，总是矛盾。不会珍惜，错过才后悔。明明不舒服还是想确定别人在一起，甚至想看那一对走在一起，来折磨自己。心理变态啊？哈~~
我庆幸我们还是好朋友哦。:)

PINK sushi day :)

2011-04-27T19:38:00.003+08:00

Sushi King RM2 Bozana day get started again!! Do you still remember how we fully enjoyed it last year? This time, we gonna join it again!!
http://appreciate-every-moments.blogspot.com/2010/10/dinner-time.html
We joined it on the second day of the promotion. We all rushed for it once we were informed that the Gerko class at 4pm was cancelled. Thanks Yee Xien for the car and Jx senior for fetching us out. We no need to walk out under the merciless afternoon sun. :P
We reached BP mall at around 5pm and we no need to queue up because there's less people eating in this moment. I could still remembered we queued up for half an hour last year! :O
Somehow, I couldnt break my last year record. I just ate 7 plates this time. And we didnt take much photo while eating. :(

With Yee Xien.

The girls in PINK :)
With Ker Sing.

With Peh Yee.
Camwhoring in washroom. We were wearing PINK!! :D

After sushi, we decided to go Square One for movie. I felt surprise of myself that I was willing to go out as the Final is actually coming. I promised myself this is my last outing before exam and I will start work hard the following day. *Yet, now I am still blogging* We watched the Singapore movie directed by Mark Lee, '鬼也笑Ghost Laughing'. So happy and surprise that ZC and Kevin came to cinema at last as they said they dont want to join us at first. Haha!! Personally think this movie was just so-so. But I nearly shed a tear for the first story when the Encik Muthu died. I found myself silly that I am so easily touched. I was touched because I felt Muthu the soldier is so pity, he cursed by people everytime and he didnt even know he died when he Really died. :"( Back to dorm at 10sth, super tired! And this is the time I regret because KS test was awaiting for me the next day. Gosh!!

The next day (which means today), I got my KS test. I felt it is not as difficult as I thought. The questions asked were all from the notes given. You can do it well if you study well before it. I got some question not very sure and I refered 2 of it from books. *Open book test, LOL!* At least after the test, I knew which part I gonna pay more effort on.

Today wasnt that good luck. I was caught by HEP teacher due to the short skirt I was wearing. Bul*Sh*t her! My skirt was reaching knee and still she wanna rampas my matric card. I wasnt stupid. I gave her many excuses that I hadnt pull it nicely as I just walked out from toilet, the skirt is elastic, bla bla bla...whatever I can think of. :P Lastly she freed me as I acted to be so ko-lian and promised I wont wear it anymore next time. Anyway, I was fucking mind that she used the word 'memalukan' to describe my wear. I seriously dont know what so memalukan? I didnt rob, didnt steal, didnt F**K, what so embarrasing? I feel sorry for her close-minded. -__-#

Well, gambateh for the final!! I am quite ready to switch on the study mode now after being lazy and lackadaisical for 2 days. YAY! :D

Recent

2011-04-19T21:30:00.004+08:00

Making scrapbook for the Tanjung Piai trip. Successfully done it after a whole night from 7pm-12am!!! *Fainted* Somehow, I am satisfied with our group work! It is quite a nice one. Love it :)

Cooking. We didnt have any lessons last Wednesday. So, my friends, Yee Xien, Peh Yee and I baked a chocolate cake that day. I am so proud that I learnt the way to bake a cake. And also,
I cooked tonic soup that day and I gave some to the guys, this was my first time sharing what I cooked with the guys, luckily the comments wasnt bad. :) Yee Ching cooked the sweet patotoes soup too! I superb like it. Thanks :D Out of a day, I had tried 4 food in dorm. Full with satisfaction. Whee x)

I made spagetti and chocolate cake for my family too. ^^
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This two days were such a BIG torture for me!!! I had my super period pain on Monday! My mind couldnt focus to what my lecturer taught coz it was just too PAIN! I was so coz I ate Baskin Robin, my favourite cold tapai and bubble tea during the weekend at home. :(( I promise I will control the times I consume icy thingy and cut off my favourite Cool Blog and Withery Milk Tea. *Sob* And on the following days, I got my PJ amali test! *I hate it* On Tuesday, we got olahraga test - Lari Pecut, Lontar Peluru and Lompat Jauh. I didnt do well. My first time trying in long jump failed! The examinar rise up the red flag which mean my jumping dibatalkan. Butterflies flying in my stomach. Luckily the second try passed. Hope the marks wont be too bad. And today is the day I scared the most. I got my 2.4km running test and ujian kecergasan. Actually I was quite satisfied with my marks in ujian kecergasan. My marks improved compared to the previous semester. I achieved 5 marks in pumping and I get a big applause from my classmates, I gained another 5 marks for sit up and stretching part too. YAY! xD But the jumping, 2.4km running and lari ulang-alik were terrible. I could just get 1 mark for each of them. :X It was raining when I was running. I was so lethargic. My body and my shirt were smelly afterwards!!! GOSH :O Somehow, It was all over now!

PS: Happy graduation to my matric friends! Wish you guys have a awesome holiday and an amazing U life welcoming ^^

After your call...

2011-04-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

I picked up your call. I heard you crying. I felt really sad and shocked! I never know you are so suffer and stressful there. I always think that you social well with your new friends there and sometimes I did feel jealous that they are so lucky to have the chance to be in the same school with you, be your classmates and housemates. I hope I could be the same too. I always cry over the split milk and felt regret that I didn’t study well last time, and that’s why I couldn’t get JPA and study with you. But after your call, I am no longer having the same feelings. I felt relieve for where I am studying now. Becoming a teacher is my ambition since I was young, so I shouldn’t look down at it. I am on my way realizing my dream, too. I always complain and after your call I know I shouldn’t complain about my maktab life anymore because I truly feel how stressful your life is and my life is totally free. I got my busy assignment period too, but compare to your study life, I know mine is consider nothing. And, now I really feel I am so lucky to be at here though I got my problems too. I heard you crying, I feel like giving you a warm hug, tell you that I will always be with you and you are already the best. I comforted you whatever I can, I really hope you could be all right afterwards. God know I really keen to be with you, studying with you like we used to do last time. Lets do our best together, realizing our dream, my forever sista! :)

Trip to Tg. Piai

2011-04-10T13:20:00.018+08:00

Woke up kinda early to have our trip to Tanjung Piai in Pontian. We were looking forward to this trip!

With Shin Phing before we started our journey. :D Going to take bus loo!

After a 2++ hours journey, we reached our destination. The sunshine was merciless! It was HAWT :O We took out our cap, umbrella to protest against the sun. Ha!

With Yee Xien.

With Roomie :D

I'll never walk alone.

The southern tip in Asia Tenggara.

with Jia Hao and Zc

with our ks lecturer - Pn. Yeoh and Pn. Noraini. :)

with the certificate we bought. Group 3 (Blue flower) and ks lecturers

8 of the members.

We back to hostel at 5pm sth. Damn tired!! We are going to do a scrapbook on it afterwards. Zzz

哭

2011-04-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

我哭了。压抑在心中好久的情绪终于宣泄出来了。我真得很伤心。有种被排斥的感觉。他们总是在一起，我呢？我不希罕的。少1、2个朋友有什么了不起。我的世界还有大把人。就算全世界都讨厌我，我还有我自己。朋友不用多，真心的哪怕只有一个都够了。我真的受够了！从小到大，从来都是被拥护的。为什么来到这里会变成这样！我竭尽所能对别人好，煮东西、借东西，我有什么做错了！然而因为他们，我的自信心受损。很多时候，我会觉得自己是不是真的很坏，是不是身边的朋友都讨厌我，他们是不是只是表面地对我笑，他们会不会暗地里也再说我的坏话。好多好多~我的心已经无法符合，我觉得我快疯了，快人格分裂了。我给我自己的正面思想好像已经无法让自己重拾信心。很多时候，我因为自己的外表不敢与别人互动，导致越来越没有信心，越来越不勇敢。所以，每次我总是呆在宿舍，自己一个人，不想参人，因为只有那个时候我以自己为中心。我是不是真得很没有用？一点点小事只会哭。可是如果连哭都不能，我真的不知道自己还能怎么办。因为从小的自愿才会选择这条捷径，来到师训。结果上天的确是公平的，他给了我平坦的大道，却给我人性的真实考验。我想如果当初继续读matric升大学，或许路是难走些，但或许人际关系好过些，起码现在的我是开心些的。我真得很后悔。如果还在哪儿，我会很快乐，因为我pracmate都对我很好很好和归属感的gang。或许幻想都是美好的。我真得很想很想他们和我的兄弟姐妹，如果你们在我身边，我就不用暗自流泪，我就可以肆无忌惮地倒在你们怀里大哭一场。相信我，我快人格分裂了。快一年了，我还无法爱上这里。语言已经无法诠释我的想法。我的心很压抑很辛苦我很喘头很痛眼睛很酸，我期待在这一刻有人在我身边传递给我纸巾给我个拥抱告诉我我是他的好朋友肯定我的存在。。。 PS:谢谢mummy总会给我安慰，然而在这个地方有太多的说话顾忌，我好想家。你们说要来找我，我说不用，因为我不想给你们添麻烦，任凭我真的很想你们。眼角干了又湿，干了又湿，干了又湿，却无法放声哭喊好辛苦 T___T

Just some recent news...

2011-04-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

This two days, I am kinda relax. The assignment period of Sem 2 is officially ended when the final work – Critical Thinking assignment is handed up. What a big relief for us! I am glad that I was able to complete all the 9-10 sets of assignment again. And this time, I was able to complete them on time, without any rushing and without staying late like what had happened in the previous semester. (Done my work at 4am O.o!) What I could do now is only praying for good marks. PLS!!! -/\- I spent my time watching ghost movie this two days and even plan to sing K with my classmates in the coming Friday. I am guilty and sorry because I have turned to become a playful girl. The exam is coming soon and yet, I am not paying attention in class, didnt do any revision and my mind is still overflooded with the thought of playing and relaxing. I should relax. All works and no play makes Jake a dull boy. I know. But the thought of relaxing seemed to be a lame excuse for me to be lazy. I could hardly forgive my lazy behaviour. PLS, jc, study pls! T__T PS: I cooked. I made ABC soup for my friends and my senior. I cooked porridge for my friend who is sick. I never know I know how to make yummy soup at home as I was a mama girl. And it was my first time cooking porridge in my life. I am happy x) PPS: I had tried lontar peluru and lompat jauh in today's PE lesson. I tried these games before in latihan sukan, but I never take them seriously. Everytime I was just simply done it to pass the latihan sukan and to get the attendence marks, so I was so so nervous when I knew all these games would be tested this semester. I am so worry! Luckily my lecturer said 'good' after I tried. I was damn surprised and excited!!! I would memorise the steps and hope I could perform well in the exam day. Now only I know the sports which held in pri and sec school is so important. IFF I take it and learn it seriously last time, I wouldnt face big problem today. :( PPPS: My leg get twisted again. It is so painful! Hope it will recover soon so that I wont cause my team to lose in the Futsal Competition next Tuesday. And I can do well in my PJ test. Wish my friends who are sick and injured recover soon too. :D PPPPS: Senior said my room is selected and would be visited by students from dunno-which-college. I will tidy up my room to be a better one. :) *Nervous*

TMK in PJ assignment is finally DONE!!! :D

2011-03-31T21:10:00.007+08:00

After nearly two months, this assignment is finally done!! Our group did our presentation today. The marks is not really good, 3 marks less than others :( 'Coz the video couldnt be linked well and the marks are deducted. *Sob* Anyway, it is quite a awesome task. First time complete an assignment in this style.

Side view of 10 pieces of assignment from my class.

Nah!!! CD, but not for sale. :P

My mentor (and also my TMK lecturer for this sem), En. Zelkelpli and jC, with my product :)

He is a nice man. YO!! The one me and my group members done. Nice?

The end Product.

Two more assignments to be submitted within 1 week. Great!

Exam is coming soon............T.T

Daddy is great :D

2011-03-31T20:22:00.003+08:00

I love daddy. He came BP to work today. And he brought me lotsa foods! He bought lunch and dinner for me. Damn lots and made me full like hell!!! Even I didn’t remind him, he remembers I love pearl tea and kindly bought me one too. How sweet my dad!! So touched T_T I shouldn’t look down at his not-so-well-paid job. Though he is not as rich as my uncle that could send his children to Aussie or other fathers who brought branded to their kids, he always gives us the best part that he could afford. Laptop, hard disk, iPhone, my favourite sushi, etc… whatever I requested he never say a ‘NO’. And this makes me not dare to ask for more as I don’t feel like wasting too much of his money. He climbs the roof to set astro and satellite to earn every cents. I know this is tough and he is so FAT yet!! :P - I am his one and the only daughter, and so he sayang me the most. I know he shed a tear when I was studying in Penang. He drove me to Penang and came back BP for maktab interview and accompany me Penang again after interview. When I lost my purse there, he nearly rushed there to help me. He sacrifices for us. I am glad to have him as my dad. Although he seldom talks to me or asks about my performances, my friends and my life. Although he is not the one taking care of me. Although I am not staying with him. Still, I Love you daddy :) - I will study hard to make you be proud of me even though you never want me to stress myself to gain perfect score. You always ask me to relax myself and a passing marks is enough for you. You always say IQ is not everything, EQ and behaviour are the only thing important. No matter how, I still hope people will know that I am your clever girl though you are not phD neither rich. I will work hard. ^0^ - PS: I had my PJA this afternoon. I only start to learn lompat tingting and batu seremban the very first time. They’re FUN!!! I was wondering what I had done in my childhood time and how come I never play all these traditional games before? My friends said my childhood time was just about studying. I protested. I got my sweet childhood time too! I ride, I played badminton, Chinese Chess, Poker card, congkak, hide-and seek, police-and-thieves, I built sand castle, I caught fish in drain, TOO! I am just like you all. Just too many games I played until lompat tingting and batu seremban are missed out :( I precious my childhood! :D 有感而发的题外话：这份爱仍是属于你的，虽然“我爱你”这三个字早已不属于我。

我不爽你很久了！！！

2011-03-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

我不是好人，但我更不是个坏人。任何人对我好，我都知道，也会付出。但，如果你想着沾我便宜、欺负我，我也会讨厌你。我不会害回你，我会忍，我相信公道自在人心。谁谁谁，我忍很久了！你一再考验我的忍耐功力！忍久了，佛都有火的！你有你的梦、你的坚持、你的理想，我没有权利插手更不会破坏。但请你尊重我也有我的坚持，请你不要毁了我的梦想。对你，我不会因为你的敷衍而同样地抱着你一起去死，一起搪塞我们的功课。我想过，但我不会这么做。你不做的大不了我做完。没什么了不起的，我能学到更多，甚至我更相信我做的成品。共享的分数我也不介意你平白无故地拿走了。因为你不值得我为了你而丢了我的分数。我想你是知道我的型，所以吃死我？我没有吃亏。因为你，我的忍术更上一层，我学的更圆滑，我懂的更多。你醒目点吧！没有你我不用再当长舌妇，没有你我少受一份窝囊气，没有你我也不会死。反感~每天因为你而烦。你还给我脸色看。他X的！！！ 4年半。加油！*正面思想正面思想*:)

2011-03-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

I hope you would always be there for me.

I hope you could still encourage me like you used to do.

I hope I could receive your messages again.

Can you kindly send me one?

LOL :)

Bla bla bla (9)

2011-03-29T21:23:00.004+08:00

Luckily, futsal day was over again. I don’t know why my friends enjoyed this game so much, but I was just scare of it. I want and I do hope I am no more a sports idiot, but sadly I am still the one. I couldn’t do well in any sports neither games. I am so sad about it. My brain could just memorise the theory part, the rules part, but my body is just so noob that I couldn’t applicate all the tedious theory in my real performance. What am I going to do? I would like to try but…I don’t want to cause my team to lose. You see? When my team lost in the game, I feel so sorry for them. I didn’t mean to it but I just, I just couldn’t perform well. :( - Assignment period is going to the end, SOON!!! Bravo! And I start to get quite relax all these while. I should say I feel assignment period in Sem 2 is easier and smoothier compared to the previous semester. Perhaps I had used to it? I don’t think so. Butterflies flying all over my stomach each time when I think of the oncoming assignments and semester. But afterwards, I will tell myself that everything will turn out to be a better one if I really put in effort. - I admit that I am not stupid, but at the same time I was always lazy. Because of my laziness, I could just achieve half of my target each time. No matter trial or SPM, I targeted high and I was just achieving the middle of it. I was not satisfied! I never satisfy with my performance. This time, I aim for first class, seriously. It is luring my heart away. Maybe you will laugh at my silly dream? But if I don’t target high, I will get more terrible result. I will pay more concentration on my studies, I promise. I don’t want to be a loser again, I hate the feeling of losing to others. I don’t want people to look down at a little teacher like me. I hope my family will be proud of me. I hope… ... ... -/\- Assignment period is going to the end, exam is coming!!! :O So, Gambateh, girl!!! You can do it surely if you want. Another 2 months before my semester break. Another 2 months to meet you all. Holiday, coming faster PLEASE! I wanna escape from here :( - Anyway, the first time teaching tuition experience was awesome!! Kids are cute. Somehow, they bring you troubles if they’re over-active but they made you disappoint too if they’re too passive. I learnt some teaching skill too. Bits by bits. All in all, it is fun! :D - All the best, girl!! ~Chill~

Bla bla bla (8)

2011-03-26T00:31:00.005+08:00

I enjoy my days to be busy, a contented one. This is a good way to avoid myself from over-thinking on some minor and stupid stuffs. It is Friday again. The day I love the most. It is the day I am back to my lovely home again. :)

Nearly forgot jor I gonna replace my aunt's friend, help her to teach tuition tomorrow. Woah! It is pretty cool. I remember I used to hold a class when I was working last time, but the kids are from kindergarten and they made so much noises that I couldnt calm them down. I know I couldnt control a class well without an adult. I would feel scare and nervous. But what I am going to do tomorrow is not only control them, but is to Teach! -__-"" How could I?

As a future teacher... Ya, I am a future teacher. But as you see it is a future tense, but present stage I am still a trainee, a student, a freshie compared to my seniors.

I scare I might spoilt the good reputation of my aunt's tuition centre, I scare get complained by the parents, I scare the students couldnt understand what I teach, I scare I dont explain clear enough for them...

OMG! Now only I realise it is not easy to be a teacher. I was wrong.

PS:

Suddenly I recalled what my timbalan pengarah, Mr Koh said in the moral session this morning. We must always arrange our time and use it wisely to avoid ourselves from being stressful when 10 pieces of assignments are given to you. Besides, he also suggested us to jot down our feelings when we're depress yet couldnt find a suitable listener at that time on a paper and straightly go to bed after finish writing all your bad mood. Read what you had wrote after a few days and most of the time you will be shocked by the stupid feelings you was having that time. IT IS TRUE! Normally when I read back the feelings I posted, I shocked by it too and think of how come I was so emo that time due to the same stupid things. I really doubt is all those posts were written by me. LOL! Somehow, when I am in bad mood again, I find those words meaningful again. It is a process of growing up for me. It is part and parcel of my life. So, I wouldnt delete the footprints all over my world.

Ohh yea, I think I should record the most embarassing day of mine before I deleted it from my memories. The day before, I woke up at 8.25am and my class started at 8.30am!! At first I was really blur when I first read those informing messages, I thought I could sleep longer. How funny!!!But after my brain did the second interpretation, You know how shock I was at that moment. I was like what the hell, 5 MINUTES! -SH*T- I immediately JUMPED up from my bed and wrapped myself in baju kurung. I felt so embarrassing to go out and brush my teeth outside as I didnt want they found I woke up 5 mins before class and just wanna go to brush teeth. I admit that the idea of skip the brushing came to my mind, but I couldnt. I Brushed my teeth inside my room at last. SWEAT =="" Luckily I was able to rush for my class on time and I was not the most late one that day. Thank God :DD

At last, Gratz to my friends who passed their SPM with flying colours! I am proud of them, my friends and my juniors. All the best in future studies. Soon you all will realise that SPM certificate is just a piece of paper, it means nothing, Everything is starting over again. :)

Anyway, all the best for tomorrow! I will take the teaching experience as a good try. -Gambateh and Pray hard- ^^

有感而发

2011-03-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

骗你，但我骗不了自己

明明不喜欢你，骗说我爱你

明明爱上你，却说不在意

明明很想你，说成早就忘了你

明明空闲得发荒，写成很忙没空理你、珍重、再见

很好，我已经成了一个骗子

因为你看不到我，所以我可以欺骗你

你看不到我的神情，所以哭了我也能轻易地改成微笑着

明明心酸死了，却忍着

现在才明白最可悲的是你连吃醋的机会都没有

不想继续聊下去是因为...

感觉不同了，情感冷却了，文字无情了

所以停止一切吧

把号码删了N次，却早就刻在心中怎么删？

号外：

刚刚竟然在pendrive发现了以前的video，看了笑得好灿烂！

怎么以前都不曾发现？我不明白~

听到熟悉的声音，却不认得，好伤心。

听到开心的笑声，没想到还能听到，好开心！

下一次的相遇，请你相信，我永远欢迎，因为你们永远是我的好朋友 :)

Happy happy holidays :)

2011-03-20T18:42:00.005+08:00

Tuesday. We visited Khoo Sir in hospital. He was so pity coz of the stupid accident. His left leg badly injured, we all felt kinda sad for him. Surely we pray hard for his recover. -/\-
Afterwards, we went Delikateza cafe for our lunch.

With Caroline my dear.

With Karyne.

Thursday. Hang out with Woon Yee. It had been 1 month since I last met her during cny, miss her to the max!! We went for hair cut, sing K and even cooked the dinner ourselves! This is really something we did without second thought. Great!! x)

Friday. Going to sing K with my lovely gang. It was really happy to meet yy again who I have not meet for ages!! She is the same leng lui and her connecting wire is still the short. haha xD

With 'Singaporeans' - yy and karyne.

Dear dear Caroline ^0^

With the pretties karyne, yy and caroline :D

I went to hospital to wash my teeth, went banking, went for hair cut, went for facial, completed lotsa assignments! Wow, a contented holidays... :)

It ends.

Happy schooling tomorrow~ x)

The end of the world is coming?!! O.o

2011-03-13T21:06:00.004+08:00

Please, DON'T!

日本发生的8.9级大地震及其引发的海啸震惊了全世界。它不只震动了日本岛屿，更是震了全世界的心。超过20个太平洋国家都发出了警告，就连东马也笼罩在海啸的恐慌。

这不得不让也陷入了惊恐的感觉，难道世界真要末日了么？地球母亲的怀抱已经不再安全？2012，明年。如果世界明年就末日了，虽然有点点害怕，但我还蛮开心的。我不需要因为身边的亲人和朋友一个个的离开而伤心，而是可以和他们一起去到另一个国度。或许也不错吧？LOL

但，我还有好多的事没完成。我还没结婚，甚至连恋爱也没谈过，我没体会过爱人和被爱的幸福。这些不算什么。我还没拿过全国书法公开的冠军。我还没再次与matric的朋友见面。我还没完成我的学业，实现我从小到大的愿望，当了好老师，教育下一代，甚至我还没实习过。还没，还没...最重要的是我还没用赚到的第一份薪水来孝顺家人，带他们去玩。还没，还没...在2012.12.21的时候我还没满20岁！我还没成年就得被摧毁了么？

或许是我杞人忧天，但我真得很怕这天的来临。如果这一天真的来了，我一定要死在家人的怀里。*哭*

让我们祈祷世界和平！不，与其祈祷，我们更应该尽自己的绵力爱护地球。我们更更应该珍惜身边的每一个人，每一件事。每天活得开心，获得充实。不要客气和身边的人说爱，因为或许下一秒地震会带走我们。appreciate-every-moments. This is why I named my blog as this. To remind myself and my readers. Appreciate! :)

小手术

2011-03-12T17:20:00.003+08:00

很久很久以前，鼻子不知为什么生了一粒小东西，圆圆硬硬的，像青春痘。我也不以为意。慢慢的它越来越大。我才告诉家人。又拖了一个月总算到假期了，我才到诊所去检查。真得很可怕。当你躺上手术台的时候，听到医生的用具庆锵作响，然后看着他拿出尖尖的刺还有钳子小刀等用具，让你脸的方向延伸。我闭上眼，感觉他在挖着鼻子里的那粒他所谓的硬掉的脓。阿弥陀佛～
处理好了，我像缺氧般的，全身软趴趴。
经过这件事，我明白了一个道理。当小病不去理会，很容易会酿成大病，后悔莫及。原本只是粒小豆豆，如果当初擦药，今天我就不用去诊所讨血流了。真可怕 :S

Bla bla bla (7)

2011-03-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

Well, I had been abandoned my blog for days. 'Coz there is no big deal happening these few days. It is just a simple assignment rushing period which I hate it the Most as usual!! Still, I am facebook-ing and enjoying my own sweet time in watching Hong Kong drama on the way doing my works. LOLS!

And I feel more and more pathetic to stay in this fake world. I dont understand how people can act so much. Did they attend any classes sorta teach them how to act? And why they act so much in their life? Dont they feel uncomfortable to act? Seriously, I dont understand why but I know I feel disgusting about it. It sucks! :X

It is all I wanna record down here. Nothing much to leave. So, Bye. :)

Merentas desa for KTP-18

2011-03-01T15:37:00.003+08:00

Time flies. It had came to March of Twenty-Eleven. It is the time for me to be in the middle way of rushing my assignments again. Oh well, it is my first time taking part in Kejohanan Trek dan Padang since I entered maktab. It is the 18th time this time.
I woke up 6.30am, it was kinda early for me. I was so lethargic and refusing to drag my lazy body from the warmness of my bed. My eyes swollen. I felt kinda sick. And on my way running, I kept on feel like vomit. Somehow, I was still trying my best to run. Though I didnt manage to get any places, I was not the last one. :D

Before the run get started, we did our photo-taking session of course.

Yee Xien and I.
The four colours of the group. Rumah Bayan, Helang, Merak, Kenyalang which represented by the colours of Blue, Hijiau, Merah and Kuning.

My classmates and I from Yellow House.

Part of the girls from my class. :)

With my ah mate ^0^

With Wan Ting.

With Apple Hui Jian.

With Chanel Poh Choo.

With Yee Ching.

The run started at 8.30am. PHEW~

With Fang Lee who was able to get No. 4 for girls. Gratz to her. She is so Geng!!

So happy that we are then released and I can have my good rest in room. The following two days will be the real sukan. Looking forward it because kuliah will be cancelled.

With unsecure wondering and nervousity, I am going to rush for assignment. Bye earthlings. :)

Creativity, Bombastic Words and Superior Ideas, Please come to me NOW! I want you seriously X)

一个人

2011-03-01T15:25:00.002+08:00

一个人单身久了
会懒得恋爱

一个人单身久了
朋友会越重要

一个人单身久了
会越来越喜欢听歌

一个人单身久了
电话会常常忘记带

一个人单身久了
就会养成一个怪癖

一个人单身久了
对爱情会越来越挑剔

一个人单身久了
除了寂寞点外
还是蛮开心的

一个人单身久了
会慢慢变得成熟起来

一个人单身久了
会比以前更爱父母
更重视亲情

一个人单身久了
对所有的节日大多没什么期待

一个人单身久了
看到别人一对对的很甜蜜
心里多少还是会有些介意

一个人单身久了
会喜欢买很多鞋子
带自己去很多很远的地方

一个人单身久了
会觉得无拘无束自由自在

一个人单身久了
爱情会变得越来越不重要
取而代之的是钱和事业

一个人单身久了
会越来越理性
越来越现实

一个人单身久了
是很幸福的时光

虽然有一点点无聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
什么都可以无所谓
没有任何束缚

即使很多人都在疑惑
"你为什么没有告别一个人的时光?"

因为……
一个人单身久了
会上瘾的

从朋友的部落格看到这篇PO文。看了还真有感觉。自己也中了其中的N项。想起早前告诉过朋友们自己有不婚的单身主义，结果出乎我意料之外，他们竟然觉得我疯了。一个个辅导我，劝我，说什么要介绍男生给我认识。我晕~
其实除了有点寂寞以外，单身真的没有什么不好，不是么？
省下许多暧昧的烦恼，省下出去约会的时间，省下保养美容买新衣的钱。
其实我都是看缘分，毕竟强求不来。先开心这一刻吧。嘻:P